What do you think before girls,when u are talking with any men for the first time??

Other

Does Monday to Friday, 9 to 5 intimidate you as well, or is it just me?

Work

so I and my gf are in long distance. we were supposed to meet this Christmas but something came up and we couldn't. We were busy with things before this winter vacation started, so we weren't able to talk much. But she said that in this vacation she is the gift for me that she will give me some time and still she isn't. She is busy during the day and that I get but even at night, she will keep going offline, again and again, to reply to her friends. idk maybe I am being possessive, maybe I am overthinking. I was just in a bad mood so thought of sharing it.

Relationships

Someone close to me just confessed to me but i don't see him like that should I say yes or no

Boyfriend

Hey. Life has been very weird lately. A girl has a crush on me and we have been talking almost everyday since past 3 months. To be honest i never felt the same for her and treat her as a close friend of mine. Now there is another girl who i have seen around the school a couple of times. I felt her really cute. And 3 days ago she comes and talks to me. I was so nervous. She said that she was a mutual friend and that she already knew me. She asked me for help to bring some stuff for her from outside the campus as she is a hosteller and they are not allowed to leave. I helped her with her stuff and we talked for a while. She is really beautiful. Yesterday  a ‘used-to-be-close friend’ of mine told me that he heard from his friend that she likes me. I am really shocked. I could have never imagined her liking me. I’m not sure whether my friend is pranking me or is he really telling the truth because his and mine relationship has been a bit toxic since last few months. Can anyone help me understand.










Crush

Anyone up for confessions?

3am Thoughts

Okay so is Relationship really important? I have had a bad luck in relationships. I had kind of given up, I then met a guy , it was magical! All was good until one day he realised he wasn’t ready for a relationship. It was him who actually took all the first steps , I had started believing in love again and got hit hard back ☹️ It’s all over now but I always have this void , I do feel like there should be someone whom you can talk to at the end of the day ! But am really frightened to open up to anyone anymore! What do I do ☹️

Hello.
I was diagnosed with BPD 2 yrs back and that too the doctors didn't bother telling me or my parents. They just wrote it on my prescription and out of curiousity i read it later, searched about it and asked my doctor then.

Yesterday, i also attended a support group/interactive session hosted and organized by India's 1st BPD community.. and so many of my questions got answered. 

But today after long i actually noticed a very swift mood swing ie weird to comprehend. 

Just 3 hours back, after a trigger with my dad, following my parents' abuse and gasligting, denial and emotional unavailibity since 4-5 years and even now, i was almost suicidal. 
No i didn't do anything, but i just called up my mami and one emotional support volunteer(not professional), and they heard me out. I somehow dried my tears after crying for long, i was so fragile then and went for a bathe, felt good too..

My mama and mami in mumbai , who had unconditionally without a second thought offered me to come to mumbai to their home since 2 days as i am alone here in a pg. I felt so seen.
i even found about the ticket prices from my TA, but was unsure about going to Mumbai as i didn't want to burden them .(You know the feeling after abuse/neglect/trauma , we begin to feel guilty for holding space, and my dad himself told me stuff, though he apologized for it)
And then today, as i came out from my bathe, my mama-mami called me and told why delay going to mumbai, as it is i'm alone in Gurgaon pg so my mama is booking my ticket.

I felt elated...like someone unconditionally loves me without judging and understands.

My mami so sweetly told me not to worry and that i should pack for Mumbai and go with a calm mind that i'm going there for a vacation.

>> I felt really nice and suddenly felt so much strength within me . i felt so much strength and motivation.

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