What do you guys understand by the term 'consistency' ? 🤨🤨
Need your views on it.

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Mat bolo bhai 
RCB supporter hu 

Books

I feel so low right now… feel like crying for not particular reason…
I want to be somewhere there are no people 

Anxiety

Tomorrow I go sing in the choir. Now I know that Melody got over the situation that her and I were in.￼

Music

I can't sleep. I literally can't. It's been a while now.

3am Thoughts

Please suggest some good romance novel with main lead being an infp:)

Feeling lonely 

Hi! I'm 22 year old Indian girl. I have spent most part of my life in a joint family. I've an elder brother also. Everything was fine initially with some arguments in the family and between my parents which is complete normal. But from past one decade things have changed upside down. Not a single day went without heated arguments between my parents for not so obvious reasons. During this time my brother also went out for his higher studies so , being a 12 year old, I was alone watching my world breaking into pieces. My mother always took all her frustration out on me. She would beat me often for for trivial things such as watching T. V. and for not eating properly. This continued till I enter the college. I was happy there when I came back during holidays the same routine continued. But this lockdown has taken things to another level. She now blames me for everything, badmouth me for talking to my father's side of family to whom I'm extremely attached, for not being obedient, for being too ambitious and what not. I know she loves me and I love her too but she kills me with her words and due to this I'm drifting away from her. I couldn't gather the courage to discuss this with anyone because we all glorify motherhood and no one believes the other side of the story. This is hampering my studies, my relationship with my father and brother and my mental health. 

Family

Yesterday night my father called me in his room and started talking me about my future goals ( I am in 12th class) and we were having a descent talk. He told me to focus on this class very much and which is also right. We discussed that should I opt for B.COM after 12th ..... So for that I have to get good marks in 12th or should clear a test named as IPM which will directly get me an MBA degree . But for that I have to sacrifice my 12th marks..... But then he suddenly asked about my plans regarding my music ( I am a rapper and also have a you tube channel on which I post my music videos regularly ) ... We started to talk about that..... 

He told me in a very indirect way that parents who support their children which have interests in such fields support them because they have this talent from inside, do you thing you have this talent?? 
The children who opt for such fields have this talent from inside , and only those people get success in such fields......
In an indirect way he told me that you are spending a lot of time nourishing your rapping skills (making music , beats ) etc, and its of no use as you don't have this talent.

After some time he told me that by that phrase he wasn't pointing towards myself .....
But that was just a formality..... He meant it....

From that moment I have not been able to sleep or work properly, I have been continuously thing about it and about my rapping interest ..... 
That's the link of my you tube channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZjLLu5zgxrruY40RN8CG_w
  

Depression

The urge of singing hum tum kitne paas hai kitne dur hai chand sitare with her🤌

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