What do you exactly want from your life? 

Like how much money?

What kind of partner or job?

Where you want to go? 

What do you truly want? 

INFINITY 

1. Need Money enough to live a decent life and able to fulfill the needs of kids without any compromise.
2. Job that makes me feel excited and also that helps me to support my partner financially if he is going through financial issues..
3. Partner: Looking for a partner who can truly lead me. I believe relationship in like a teamwork and a team needs a leader for it to work efficiently.. So want a man who is a leader of our relationship. Who truly respects my opinion and listen to my opinions and then take up a final decision for the well being of the family wisely. I want to look up to him, learn new things and explore life with him. I want him to teach me new things and feed my curiosity 😅
What I'm craving for now? I guess I'm craving for an intimacy- intellectual, spiritual and physical [only after getting married]

Life

So much to say. Don’t know where to begin…..

Adulting

The half of it.

Movies

Should I watch Edward Sissorhands, Shang- Chi, or Eternals? 

Frustration

should I brokeup with him? 
he keeps on ignoring me 

Boyfriend

Brewing new thoughts 
I guess everyone feel stress in our daily life and also faced plenty of disappointment in our life and it happens with everyone and no one untouched with these aspects of life and we all naturally wanted happiness and most of times it cause us misery because when we wanted happiness we also unconsciously accepted misery in our life too because it is also the part of that coin and stress anxiety fear pain these all are essential part of life so we need to accept them and also they are source of our pain because we continuesly thinking about these things and either live in past or in future so if anything comes in your life like a problem just remind yourself i will face it whenever it happens and when that moment arrive u will easily face that because you are immense powerful 

I was young, his mom didn’t like me. She said I wasn’t good for him. I was 15 when I fell in love with him. He was an adopted kid. I am now almost 20. I met him my freshman year. I let him hurt me. We hid our relationship. I can’t forget him. Last year of senior year he chose someone else over me. It broke me. I told him that if he chose her we could still be friends. I lied. He actually chose her we were 18. Why did I have to pretend like I didn’t know him In school so his mom wouldn’t find out we were a thing. I always wanted to hold his hand through the hallways, and eat lunch together, see his pretty face. I saw him hold hands with her, I saw him wait in lunch with her. He went to prom with her. I saw him give her everything effortlessly. I became depressed. I wanted to commit suicide junior year. I started to date guys because I wanted to forget them. It didn’t work. I just hurt them. I hate myself for hurting other guys. I didn’t do it on purpose I thought I liked them, but after a while I realized that I just wanted to get over him. The worst thing isn’t how badly he hurt me, but how I hurt others who actually liked me and treated me right. I think about it, and I hate it. I can’t do anything about it. I have a boyfriend now. We have been together for 8 months. I’m a sophomore in college now. My Boyfriend is the sweetest and the best, but why do I still feel like I miss the person who hurt me the most. When I see him around I feel weird. 4 months into my relationship he msged me. I was in Seattle, he didn’t know I was in a relationship. He told me he was sorry, and that he messed up. That he realized that I was the one for him. It was to late. I waited for that msg so long. He would write songs for the girl he took to prom. I would listen to them and cry. I wished that he would write one about me. I can’t sum everything up because it’s an endless story. He is my sisters neighbor. I can’t fully let him go, I’m trying I have a boyfriend now. 


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