What do you do when you don’t feel like you deserve your life? I’m a suicide survivor and lately I have been feeling like I should have died during last attempt, like i should not have survived it and the only way out of this misery or this pain is by killing yourself.
I’m stuck in a really toxic household and whatever I do and no matter how hard I try, i can’t escape it and living my life feels like living a punishment for something you never did. I feel like this is my reality now and this is the only way to escape it.
I’m a 21 year old girl