What do single peeps do when you feel lonely (ps: iam single aswell) i just wanna know how do other people cure loneliness 

Ikr...but what if you all are living apart as in its summer break here so 

Then I'm taking a break from our gayness. But seriously they will still include you in some chat group online to post what they are doing.

Being lovey dovey with your local home friends or I should say best friends. I literally act so gay around my girl friends. They also do. And I never felt alone for once.

I let my loneliness sink in n sit with myself.. give myself the time to process what I actually need.. 
Loneliness isn't bad all the time

3am Thoughts

Acceptance is the important key towards healing
if you don't accept things as they are, you are gonna stuck forever..
© mysteriousgirll 

Mental Wellbeing

Hello there.
Just wanted to randomly coming out, so I'm an androgyne.
That term means that I'm there, between female and male.

The problem is that my family members would say:

-"Cut it out, you emo"- my brother. I'm not even an emo.
-"Yeah, yeah, sure"- my other brother.
-"It's just a phase"- my mother.
-"Come on, you're a girl"- my grandparents.

LGBTQ

-you're not scared of the dark, you're scared of what's in it.

-you're not afraid of heights, you're afraid of pain of falling.

-you're not afraid of people around you, you're just afraid of rejection.

-you're not afraid to love, you're just afraid of not being loved

back.

-and you're not afraid to try again, you're just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason.

So, I've been dealing with a lot of things since I was little and I kinda wanna share this with y'all. Since I was little (probably 5-6 yo idk exactly) I started having some small sudden movements (tics), they were pretty mild and barely noticeable in my opinion, but my mom kept telling me to hide it or to stop it and she was getting angry whenever I couldn't control it. This made me feel really insecure about it and through out the years I kept hiding it as much as I could but they eventually got worse, but gladly they are not severe, but unfortunately not very unnoticeable.
But tics aren't the only thing she told me to hide. At the age of idk probably 8 or 10 (I can't remember exactly) I started having 2 voices/people in my head, they constantly fighting with each other or judging me or others, they weren't bad all the time, they helped me in most of the situations. I've always felt like they are part of me, part of my personality, but in the same time I wasn't the one controlling them. I named them after they're personalities, one is Dark (cause she is really mean and quite psychotic) and the other one is Light (cause she's very kind and warm and very motherly). When I told my mom about them she started saying that is all in my head and that I should start praying more. She told me to shut up and hide all my problems, so that's exactly what I did, I kept everything a secret from everyone including her and myself, I stayed quiet even when my dad tried to rape me for several days, but I eventually told her after almost a year later (the psychologist was an idiot obviously). 
In quarantine my mental health got worse, my tics started to get worse, my anxiety became worse, my depression got worse as well and from 2 voices in my head I evolved to 3. With me there are 4 (they named me brown cause they all have color names). The new one is Grey and she is quite depressing, she's quiet and weird, she's sadistic, always hurting herself. 
Because of my mental health dropping soo drastically and quickly I attempted suicide soo many times, but I'm still alive obviously otherwise I wouldn't write this. 

The pain of a Saturday ending is a whole different emotion 

I don't know why I have fear of marriage.
When sometime parents discuss such marriage topic I feel like crying and anxious bcoz I thought that my career will end and there is no one who allows study after marriage. I have a fear that I will become useless and I will never be happy.
Firstly I want to know myself and build my relationship with myself and god.


Anxiety

Tell me what u suffer the most with rn

Kisi se doori banayi,
kisi ke paas rahe,

hazar koshishein karli
magar udaas rahe.

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