What do I do for him more my husband keeps on complaining that I don't care about him 

Conflict

It's been more than 13 year of my marriage Even though I use to talk to other mens apart from my husband 

Is it a cheating or not ?? 😔😔😔
Several times I tried but I couldn't get rid of it 😔

Addiction

What are the lessons you are learning Right now ? 

3am Thoughts

I am kinda in a tight spot right now. I am newly married and we are having the best time of our lives together. However, because I was so used to having my husband around all the time as he works from home. Suddenly his work has started resuming and he has to go out once or twice a week. I feel absolutely lost when he leaves and wait restlessly for him to return. But when he comes back my ego doesn't allow me to show him how much I missed him n act as if I am fine. This breaks me so much. What shd I do 😩

Marriage

my husband isnt abusive or anything but sometimes he gets very mean without provocation. It’s very tiring to deal with. He also often talks to me like im stupid…i also have my faults obviously and most of the time hes a great person but everyday i wonder if i actually made the right call by marrying him…we were in a situation in which id have felt guilty if i didn’t marry him and i wonder if i wouldve actually gone through with the marriage if we weren’t in that situation…i feel a little trapped 

My world only revolves around my husband, Ive been working from home for four years and I don't really have much friends to hang out with. Lately I notice my husband change and Im afraid that he is falling out of love on me. I'm scared. 

Depression

I learnt today live a life and be honest with oneself 

Affirmations

I am much too old i think to feel like i do. 47! And still have not learned. Let me start at the problem: i am married, we have been together 10 years. My husband is great, works hard, loves me. But works alot. Is tired. And i am very alone. I had a male friend for the past 3 years. We recently crossed the line. Now, he (male friend) has ignored every text, message, etc. Wont talk to me at all. He is in a relationship too. Well, fine. I get it. But it compounds my feelings of lonliness. Again, my husband comes home, sleeps, goes to work. Our sex life is zip. I feel so old, ugly, useless and just done. I never thought my "friend" would turn on me like he did. It hurts. Being somewhat ignored by my husband hurts. Just tired of being and feeling this way. Do i just settle for nothing? Do i get counseling? Do i find a new fling? So lost. ..

I don't know what I'm feeling, is that even a thing? I've been emotionally abused my whole life, bad social anxiety, extreme introvert, glorified hobbit, basically I don't have a life outside work, and thus not many friends. I got one close friend, so close he's more like a brother. I'm lucky to have him, I'm one of the few he opens up to, and I'm honored to be one of those lucky people. Him and his wife have been having some marital issues, and I've been nothing but supportive of their marriage, even before he proposed.     Every morning he unloads his feeling onto me about their issues, and I'm fine with that it, it helps him and doest bother me. The other day he threw me for a loop, when out If nowhere he randomly said, and I don't remember the whole thing at this point, that basically he doesn't ask me to hang out outside work because he is scared of developing feelings for me because he's such an open book with me (important note, his wife isn't one of those that assumes every woman he's with is out to get him). I didn't know what to say, so I just didn't say anything. He knows I don't have feelings for him like that. Now I don't know what I'm feeling. The only other person I can talk to is me abuser or someone who would immediately be judgy. I just don't know, things are awkward know, and I hate it. Thanks for listening yall.

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