What can I do when my mother hates me? I feel like dying every single day!!

Depression

How can I prove to my mother that I’m emotionally mature?

Family

i feel like my mom doesnt care for me and my siblings because we constantly starve she lies about not having money for food but she always buys two packs of cigarettes everyday making us starve. i recently came home from school in a different city and she never calls to ask how i am or how things been so thats why i feel like she dont care for me i have more stories to tell but 

My mom does not understand the concept of ‘listening’ and ‘understanding’. Every part in my body wants to yell at her but then again, she won’t listen. I love her, don’t get me wrong but as my mother she is supposed to support what I feel/ say and not just put it away by saying “I don’t feel like talking”. We fight every single morning and everytime I try to talk to her, it’s always “stop arguing”. All I want is for us to have a better relationship. we’ve come a long way but there’s so much left.

Relationships

I wish my mother trust me more. LIKE BRUH SHE CANNOT SEE THAT I PUT UP A FAKE ME. I'm just so tired...

My step mom found out about my insomnia…why do I find it funny that this isn’t my first time dealing with insomnia

Well. I really just need a proper mom figure in my life. My mom shames me for doing things with my long term boyfriend and always makes me feel unheard. She never comforts me unless it effects her too. I have to cradle her like a baby sometimes when she’s crying and that was when I was 13. She once told me “I can touch you whenever I want” as a power move and it made me really scared. She threatens a lot of the things I love to get her way. There’s so much more but I’m keeping it simple for now. Is there anyone out there who relates??

Emotional Abuse

My mom loves to control my life. She's like I should sit when she said,I should stand when she says. If I questioned, I became the arrogant child. 
For her,I should do whatever she says without flinching.
For God's sake,I'm 26 now. I swear once I got into residency I won't come back home for months.

Have you ever been so irritated, that their voice annoyed you. I'm trying my best to calm down but I'm so annoyed right now.

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