What an awesome feeling of yesterday's treck , aadrai jungle it was like heaven majja aagaya bhai essa lagta he wahi rhe lu ahhha!!

Happy

So i am in a relationship with this person. She Is Moody person. I mean whatever she says Keeps on changing everyday. It also depends on Her work and her family too. Which means When some situation happens at her home she Will leave me alone When she is busy she wont call or text once. And When everything is Okay she will talk for hours. More further she always Says to me I am the way i was in past. I want to stay alone sometimes i cant be with anyone and all that running away things. Whenever i am angry she takes it lightly and Jokes it away laughing And that time listen to me as if i am Giving an lecture. I Know she is going to choose her family not me if situation comes. I know everything but i am addicted to her now i dont know what should i do.

Life

This is an Indian app so can we please normalise use of hindi.. bcz some people like me feeling so uncomfortable to show their tooti footi angreji 🥺🥺 So help every Hindi user to come out to share their feelings without hesitation (including me)

Goooddddd kitna time laga ye likhne me 😑

Other

Understanding life is a task! 
if someone has completed it 
Connect with me 

Why i feel insecure about myself everytime like my face is not that good I'm not as such  good in anything I don't make new  friends  cuz I'm hell insecure about me my old friends are like u look good but still idk what should I do  

Anxiety

What's your preferred method of contra ception?

Adulting

I finally blocked her from everywhere, deleted all her photos and removed the matching profiles from everywhere. This was really hard for me but I can't keep running behind someone who doesn't care about me. I don't wanna beg for love anymore. I am gonna give all my love to myself now. Fuck those who can't give you bare minimum even if you bleed your heart out for them. I so wanna get over her. 

Breakup

I'm on my second year and due to covid issues 
My college runs only 3 days in a week 
Rest of the days I'm at home all the time 
And i feel so weird like sometimes i feel like i want to hit something badly and I've done it many times before 
As my dad's business is also down and have many types of financial issues even about smaller things. There are a lot of problems due to that. This may sound like a typical lower middle class Indian family. Whenever I'm at home my Mom and elder sister be like you are just sitting all day and using your phone constantly, do something. My mom sometimes says that you shouldn't have went for college after 12th, look at the conditions of the family etc etc and my dad wants me to study. On the other side my mom's always scolding me for continuing studies she's always like you should have started to work, can't you see your father and all
Sometimes i feel like she's right but i also want to complete my degree. I always try to look on the brighter side and do my best to stay positive
But when I'm at home i can't sit calmly coz of my mom and sister as they constantly keep taunting me
Feels like these thoughts are eating me 
I want to do something to earn some money and 
Which will benefit me and will put me busy so that i won't be sitting or lying on my bed whole day and feeling like shit. 
I know everything takes time 
But can anyone suggest me something about how and what should I do ? 

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