Went on a movie date with my bf and saw the theatre after 2 years this f*king corona virus🦠😷 tho there weren't many ppl we got to seat besides each other
We watched a marathi movie and i liked it

Theatres are open mostly in few cities but double vaccinated are only allow and they doesn't allow to seat besides each other, one seat in between should be left

Nhi😢 but khuch theatre mein kartey hai allow baju mein pr khuch mein strictly noo

Noo not corner seats we were in the middle but there were around 20 to 25 people only 
And yeah we did watch the whole movie ! 
Nothing else😂

Boyfriend

cancelled my plans today. don't feel so good about that. i wonder if im resting or hiding :/

Exhausted

I dont wanna be alone anymore. I dont wanna go through this shit . I want to leave behind this trauma. I want to be happy and have everything. I am just so tired. I want to wake up one day and get rid of this bad memories and hatred and regret and depression.

Depression

My partner is super pragmatic while I’m a hopeless romantic who ends up being hurt all the time

Love

 Is helping yourself considered a kind of help? 

If yes, then I can proudly say that I've helped myself out of a very tough phase of my life. Last year, I was suffering from severe anxiety, just halfway into clinical depression. Funny part is, I've studied psychology and I used to counsel myself everyday, hoping that I would feel better. 

I didn't share my feelings with my parents or the closest of my friends. It's not like they are not understanding or they are judgemental. I just didn't feel like communicating, at all. I was reminiscing the time when I used to sketch and paint back in school. I tried a hand over it again. I didn't realise where 5 hours went. Those were the only 5 hours in months that I didn't sit in the bathroom and wept. There I found myself back again, among the colours. 

I helped myself heal through art. I painted straight for almost 12 hours. That's another kind of lifestyle issue but I was happy. I could see myself smile once the painting turned out how I wanted it do. I asked myself to try harder when I failed. I made myself better, I helped myself through it. 



Mental Wellbeing

very irritated today

Alcohol

Kushagra from Bareilly?
The og, you there? How are you?

Acquaintance

hi, since i was new here, i want to know your MBTI and tell me what you like about your MBTI or what you hate about it ^^

mine is INFP, I like the fact that i have wild imagination but the things i hate about it is i imagine too much that leads me to overthink and can be moody sometimes.

-you don't have to answer it if you don't want to-

if you haven't take the test, here's the link
https://www.16personalities.com/


Happy

 one year ago me and my boyfriend get caught at home by my aunty and she always remembers me that and i feel guilty till now.
i know this was not right but i can't change that now 
help me

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