Wenever i am finally happy life f**ks me over again! I just strtd therapy for my depression and my parents found greens in my bag which was actually my friend’s now the litlle freedom i had at home is gone tooo. I jus want peaceee

3am Thoughts

I sent him message last night and he left me on seen:(

Anorexia

*Being negative only makes a journey more difficult. 
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Life

Recommend any anime? Shows or movies ✌

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17s? if u r confident in urself then pls reply or else dont, i dont like people doubtful of themselves

Dil aaj takleef main hain,
Aur takleef dene wali dil mein.

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Hii guys , I'm 21 years old, I'm actually a introvert but I want to travel to get relief from my problems responsibilities for some time , I'm actually fucked up by my responsibilities and pressure but the thing is I don't have that much friends I have only those 4-5 bestfriends but they have there own problems so that they cannot travel with me now, so the thing is I'm solo ,and I think solo travel will be that much hard , because I didn't travel alone in my life yet so I think how will I manage to go alone but I want a vacation very hardly. someone please help me 

Stress

I shouldn't have unfollowed him 😭

I’m just tired of everything. I had to learn every thing. How to do what to do and all. But my siblings aren’t even asked to learn and i have to do everything for them. They can’t even fill their own forms in their handwriting. Don’t get started saying they’re kids. They’re 16+. I used to do them on my own. No. I had to do them on my own. 
I got into a new project. Which is usually given to 3+ yrs experience people. But i have 8 months experience. The managers told them the person i’d be replacing would teach me everything so i need not worry. I have 0 knowledge as to what that project is about and no knowledge about the technologies used in it. But i had to accept it. I didn’t have a choice. Then this woman comes and asks me what i know and all. I be honest and tell her i have no clue and would appreciate any help she’d give me. She said don’t worry i’ll tell u everything about what and how and why before i leave. I was happy. But she started taking sessions. Once a week. And all she told me was the names and where they are used. Nothing about the languages or the practical stuff. Now, she emails the manager saying she covered everything and i’m ready to replace her. Like what???? The manager replies back saying that’s perfect let’s put her to test. Am i an object? Anyways this woman goes and tells she’ll assign me the work staring from Monday. 

Everything’s messed up. I used to be in this loop for many years. I used to hate myself. Had bad friends. Lonely. Couldn’t talk to anyone. But i came out of it an year or so ago. But i feel like i’m just getting dragged into that helplessness loop again. 

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