Well yesterday was Christmas, on a regular sad depressed angel day I'd say it wasn't much fun because like everyone i didn't go to club or hook up but this isn't one of those days I woke up this morning and decided "yo I got a lot of unhappy days ahead but today morning its a nice day" :). So here I am quite literally laying in my bed and being content w myself and the things that happened yesterday
Wasn't that bad ill give you that!!!!

I have been at home whole year. I have you beat 🕶️

Aiyee you wanna do  stay home battle. I been the same and i don't even get to visit city that often coz i have to look after elderly at home.. 😏
I beat you fair and square..
😎

I love how ya'll having a battle in the comments God u guys so cute 😭

😂😂  i might get serious ina fight though. Gotta pull my punches 

As you said you were content with yourself is more than anything and that's the best feeling .. many people who party and hookup aren't contented with themselves..❤

Celebration

What more is a person than collection of experiences?

3am Thoughts

Exam date came on 30th . Hope I could study well ..!!

Education

I was just venting out here on a post
and people made fun of it in the comments, not everyone's life is happiness and peace
I don't know if I should stay here anymore, it just made the situation worse 

Frustration

This cozy saturday, remember to 𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒆 a little! 😌✨🫂

Affirmations

I cussed out a guy friend called him a dirty s l u t. He said not to treat him like that n he doesn't want to put up with my attitude and not contact me. Then he blocked me I msg him a month later thru diff emails and diff phone #. Some I said normal things thro email some I cussed out. But the last text I told him his mom should he proud of him for spreading stds n he should apologize for ruining ppls lives. I also called him a pig n rapist. He called police on me for harassing him. Does this mean he is permanently done with me

Too much anxiety due to long distance 
Boyfriend doesn’t have time to spare and ik he is working hard towards his dream but sometimes I just feel that I should at least get 10 mins of his time so that we can talk 
It’s been 2 months into the lost distance part
We’ve been together for 10 months in total now 
When I can’t talk to him I get very anxious 

Anxiety

Bad time comes and goes away…. We have to be strong.🫡

So on June 3rd i ll complete 6 years of my relationship..... Let me start from day 1.. it was jst a normal day had jst finished with school and was heading for my classes.... It was her first day... Who knew that my life was going to change forever and she ll be the love of my life.. it was first day and we jst started talking normally.. Had jst a small crush on that girl it was when i was 14 years old .... That time we were jst frnds and i never expressed what i used to feel for her.. time passes it was time for boards one year had already passed and i had very strong feelings for her then to never confessed it.... After boards we got in touch on insta it was during i remember.. we used to talk normally on insta and WhatsApp..
On 2nd of june 2015 i couldn't sleep and even she was up so decided to call.. ik it ll sound bit strange but i proposed her on 3rd June 2:40 am at night.. that was the turning point of our i never knew even she had feelings for she didn't even wasted a sec to say yess..... That where our relationship started. And obviously we both had strict parents so during our jr.clg we used bunk clg and meet 2-3 times a week.. it was fun though.. but it didn't last long she was frm medical background so for further studies she had to move... And it was the hardest part of our relationship... We were in long distance relationship for almost 3 years.. all my frnds used to say Ldr never works but in our case it worked.. and we used to meet once in 2-3 months... We couldn't even celebrate our birthdays or anything.. but this 2020 and covid turned out so well for us we could spend more time with each other and now on 3rd June we ll complete 6 years.....❤️

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