Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

well today my story is not as exciting as usual but here it goes when I was younger I was bullied by a couple of younger and older kids he called me ugly, disgusting , drools a lot and
the other kid told me to shut the fuck up. I always wondered why they were so mean too me then I realized maybe it’s because I always listened to the teacher and did what I was told. never fooled around according to another kid I was a goody too shoes so that’s why they bullied me but I could be wrong. my brother is like that bully he is disrespectful to others doesn’t have any boundaries and hits my mom. last time he hit her in the chest , punched my dad in the face and threatened to murder my mom. I almost had an anxiety attack my chest was hurting and I was crying and wanted to go back to the group home. I try to help him to make sure he is okay tell him to call me am so over protective of him but not anymore he did this to himself he causes all this trouble and whatever happens happens. I feel like am a bad role model I don’t want him to be like other people take the wrong path I don’t like him but am scared for him.