Well today IND beats Pak & i cant express how i am feeling. Diwali is tomorrow but it feels like today.
Well done guys

Pra_ful

Celebration

Anyone up for talk? 

If we feel that someone understands us better, we will tell the maximum truth.
So think that only lying is wrong, maybe telling the truth doesn't give you the same happiness?

3am Thoughts

Having a drink solo after a long time at my regular place. Idk I might text some old friends 😶

Other

Since I was little, I dreamed of becoming a doctor when I grow up. But when I grew up, I realised that it was not that easy. I had a very difficult obstacle in between called NEET. And everyone was so convinced that I will never overcome it. And then another obstacle striked, that's COVID. The girl who got 91.6 percent in class 10, got 73.2 percent in class 12. But still I didn't lose hope. I took a year drop to give a chance to me. But unfortunately, I didn't get a government seat. I do gave other exams. I qualified the nursing exam but didn't get a govt college. And still I didn't lose hope, I thought that atleast I'm stepping into a new stage of my life and I still feel that I can do it. But you know people and their opinions, I still tried to avoid them but you know still it hurts. They were like I'm not smart enough to get into a med college or a govt college, also they were the people who used to praise me when I got 90, 100 out of 100. I don't know, I'm 19 years old now and till now life has been very cruel to me. What do you think? Will I be okay? Soon......I don't think so.

Life

Should I just give up or live upto my parents expectation?
Been in this toxic environment , away from home for the past 5 years , trying to achieve my goal. 
I thought I would get through it but I can't  anymore. The way they mistreat me and use me , have affected my whole existence. I'm exhausted both mentally and physically.  I can't keep up with the happy face every day.

Mental Wellbeing

I feel so much pain and I don't know how to deal with myself. 

I've had to train myself to not cry how sad is that everyone treats me like a broken toy I can't even think of happy memories anymore because everyone I've had happy memories with has left and it's my fault. The day I die I will be at my happiest state I'm sure of it.

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