Well this is my first post,
Uhm I am getting detached from people and I love being that cz I feel everyone wants to use me emotionally. They just need me when they are bored. But i don't have anyone to talk to. 

Pk Anas

I completely understand, I do feel the same way, it's better to enjoy Own company rather than being around fake people. Do surround yourself with people who can add value to your life.

I don't feel like speaking
I love to be alone 
It's kind a addiction 

Lonely

The man who showed his private part to the 10-year-old kid still haunts her, 
when he opened his zip and 
asked her a few questions, 
pulled her closer, 
all this still haunts her. 
The innocent kid knew nothing at that time but sensed that something was wrong and he started singing a song,
she pushed him and ran as fast as she could and somehow reached home.

(But after a few years, when she came to know about all this wrong, it started disturbing her maybe she isn't strong. 
But she never told anyone about that unforgettable day, 
but whatever happened still makes her feel dirty though it wasn't her mistake.
That still haunts her thinking if she hadn't run what would have happened that day.)

Poetry

It's pretty hard to shoo away the loneliness inside, isn't it? Still feeling empty no matter how hard I tried to erase this loneliness


He left me all over he broke up with me. but i'm stuck there.People very easily say move on..move on with your life forget him But no one tells how to move on.. This is a very bad feeling. When I wake up every morning I feel very sad, I have a different restlessness, I don't want to feel all this.. save me from myselfI keep thinking about him all the time, I can't stop myself from getting thoughts I still love him I know He will not come back..what to do i have to come out.. i domt wanna feel this anymore 

Breakup

"You must live in the present, launch yourself on every wave, find your eternity in each moment. Fools stand on their island of opportunities and look toward another land. There is no other land; there is no other life but this.

3am Thoughts

In a state where dk what to know feel like going away from everyone 😣🙏🏻 don’t know what to say or ask I’m done trying everything 

Depression

Okay so here is something that hurts me alot. Desi people and their obsession with Gora rang. No matter how much we deny it, this obsession pretty much does exist in our culture. I genuinely feel bad for all the beautifully tanned people who have to go through so much because of our society. Not only girls  i also seen guys being shamed and made fun of because of their color. People have no idea how much they can lower other person's self esteem by their acts. I'm naturally fair but I'm attracted to tanned guys and I find tanned girls really pretty and attractive. But my heart aches when I see someone mocking the other person because of their color. I don't know who needs this but I'm sending a virtual hug to all my tanned girlies guys :) more power to you. 

Body Positivity

I feel like I've been drowning forever and there is no way out of this misery except to kill myself.

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