Well. Life sucksss
Had a very rough day
Experienced a lot of shitty things in a single day
Was completing my pending assignments as i procrastinated whole week
At the end of day decided to make coffee to feel a little better
it spilled too, on my fav white dress :|
and i am out of coffee ingredients now....ughh hate itt
anddd now out of nowhere my back is hurting very bad since the last 2 hours and the ache increasing a lot. and i dont know where i kept my pain killeerss
now i still have 2-hour worth work left and its almost 2:30 AM here
ughhhh just wanted to vent out!!
life suckkks
life is hellll
whyy meee?
for howw longgg? 




Lets agree that you brought some things on yourself and rest was just bad luck. Sending you loads of patience.

First off all try to be clam. It's okay try to complete how much u can staying clam can helps u to do ur work quickly and i hope u can u finish ur assignment in time all the best and dont give up ☺

Life

But thank you... I met her Now and Me 🌹

3am Thoughts

I moved to a new place for my x bf who was my bf then , he left me for no reason and blocked me from everywhere . Feeling helpless and sad 😞 

Something I’ve found that has helped me with not needing closure with my previous relationship was writing down exactly how I feel throughout the relationship, positive and negative, and just when I would be in their company or if I felt I NEEDED to get something off my chest. It took me 3 months to go back and read through it all and I saw how poorly I was treated and I felt I didn’t want to associate with them anymore. It showed me why things ended and showed me how I could improve. However, this only works if you are 100% honest in it. You aren’t fooling anyone by lying to yourself. Absolutely advise it to anyone starting out a relationship and is feeling committed. If it works out it can be an amazing present to show the other person what they mean to you and how they make you feel.

hi y’all

Now&Me Thinks

Mujhe nai PTA kesa mood ho rakha he Mera but me na happy hu na sad .... Life me ko cheeze AA rahi he na uski happiness aur na jani wali chizo ke liye sadness he ....  I'm just  stuck in my daily routine .12th ke baad jo line choose ki he usme zyada se zyada involve ho rahi hu usko smj Rahi hu .. but I swear me kisi ko nai batati ki yeh kitna tough he bus jab tough lgta he aur rukne ka maan krta he toh parents ke face samne aa jate he jinko mujhse bahut umeede he aur bus fir countine kr deti hu bcoz abhi bahut kuch he jo parents ko dena he ....Haa kabi kabi akele me ro leti hu strees feel hota he but dusra koi option nai he toh rukna bhi nai he pr jab itna hard work krne ke baad bhi improvement nai hoti toh tab Dil toot ta he fir lgta he ki shayd............ But nai  difficult he impossible toh nai na ..bus apne aap se ek promise kiyya hua he ki ... May be not today .. may be not tommarow but one day I will achieve success and make my myself proud ❤️

Adulting

The love of my life, best friend and husband of 26 years died.  I don't understand how the world is still turning.  The sun came up and everyone is going on about their day and i just don't don't get how it's all managing to happen when he's not here.  It doesn't  make sense to me... nothing makes sense.  I don't know how to do this.  He's not here.  I can't believe this.  I'm waiting for someone to wake me and tell me it's all a bad dream.  I don't know what to do.  It's always been him and me and me and him.  This wasn't supposed to happen.  We had plans.  I don't understand.  It hurts so bad i feel it physically.  I don't know how to do this.  I know it's true because i went to see his body and i can't deny that.  I can't hold onto hope that he'll come back.  I don't know what to do.  I can't eat, i can't sleep.  Why would God do this?

Depression

If anybody wants to read some sad emotional fictional book, you should go for "The Kite Runner" by Khaled Hosseini

I loved this book completed just yesterday only ❤️

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