Well I'm a 19 year old teenager who is preparing for neet and I find myself irky and goofy jab log aas paas hote hai pr actually I'm a bit lonely even though I have some friends  uske baad bhi I feel off. I just need a human jis se I can share my thoughts and I will Try to help that human too

Hey you can connect with me..I am not a teenager though. Its okay sometimes to feel lonely

Body Dysmorphia

“Everybody has a chapter they don't read out loud. Shallow waters are noisy; deep waters are silent”

Quotes

I wanna stop thinking about sexual things. 

Addiction

Ever had relationship problems without actually being in a relationship? (I did)

Relationships

Miracles happen daily! ✨ Open your heart, believe, receive. 

Affirmations

A negative mind will never lead to a positive life

Friends

Feeling so lonely even though I am surrounded by friends and colleagues 

Depression

My friends left me in college, I somehow crawled my way back into the group but they treat me very badly now. They don't talk to me nicely.
I met a guy when my friends left me. Since I was in depression because of my friends, the guy helped me a lot. We became very close and I fell in love with him. We met each other's family also, but he left me saying he doesn't have any feelings for me. All that sex went to waste. Lol.
Now, I haven't been able to orgasm since. I haven't been able to feel anything for someone.
I really tried to move on, didn't work.

Then I started preparing for an exam and left my job. But I didn't qualify just because of 1 mark. I studied really hard, but I think I don't deserve anything.
I have always disappointed my mother, I am neither pretty nor smart enough. Everything is in average. I can't even be a good housewife or mother as said by other people. My mother always says I don't talk nicely.

I have given up now. Can't do this anymore. Life is shit, it's always has been. Maybe it's me, maybe I shouldn't have been even born. I want to die a painless death, but can't find ways. I don't know wtf am I supposed to do. 

Maybe it's me. I think I am not worth it. 

May people with pure intention
Find people with pure intentions ....

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