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AGirlInAJungle @girlinajun...

Well I don’t know where to start. I have a good life. My parents so lovely and supportive. But most of times I feel sad and feel guilty. I really appreciate and thank God for everything he gave me an I’m quite lucky girl but I feel big sadness in my heart and think negatively most of times. I thought about suicide and did some self harm in past but I tried to forget it. Why should someone with great life and family wants to kill themselves? I always ask myself. I feel unmotivated and regret that I did nothing useful. I make my parents sad most of times but I swear it wasn’t on intention.i always scared to lose them and cry most of times but not let them see me like that because I try to not to make them sad. I want to be strong and independent. I don’t know how! I saw a therapist but he said I’m perfectly fine. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. A lot of negative energies around me. I tend to live on my dreams more than reality. Even I told my parents this issue but they forget it after 2 days and said you should be strong and Don’t think about it. Sometimes I want to go somewhere like woods or valley and yell as much as I can . And one more thing. I sometimes feel some eyes stare at me. Like I literally see eyes and one time I felt someone breath behind me or taping the desk but I didn’t see any one. And I’m not good at communicating. I felt like I should be friend with anyone I saw and be kind to them buy most of them just insulted or ignored it or worse. How should I be strong and make a care free character than everyone willing to be with them? I hate my soft part. I feel like I’m soft to others and harsh to my parents and break their heart.and I hate it when people said you are not alone. We humans born lonely and die lonely.

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Anonymous

I can relate so many things. Like good parents but still I’m the one who give them most of the pain
I have my own world in my dreams
I’m bad at communication
But one thing I always tried to be strong and I was but when I tried to be strong I lost myself. I really forget to feel anything for me. I always think how people will think about me. And trust me this is the worst part of my life. I forget to stand for myself. I’m very bad at decision making. The worst is I’m a big failure now. I don’t know how cheer myself and how would I get out of here. I’m stuck in between reality and day dreaming.
So always try to let it out what you have in your mind. I’m not giving you the gyan Or something. I just vent it out. How feel. Good luck buddy.

AGirlInAJungle @girlinajun...

I can relate. The reality is too harsh and boring at same time. You can have what you want in your head and dreaming all you want about it but the worse part is its not real. I just want to get rid of this anger and guilt and over thinking. We are not born for people’s opinions. I just want to know how to act in front of people to myself strong. But I know we can have a great future because we want it🥲❤

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Anonymous

Actually I live in my dreams so much I need some reality check sometimes.
And about being strong I always pretend that I’m strong I don’t need someone. But in the deep down only I know how much I crave for people. I barely cried in front of people. Trust me if you cry in front of your parents it only breaks their heart and other people just enjoy them.
And if possible talk to your friends or any family member with whom you feel safe. Just never give up on your life. Your parents have eyes on you. They need you.
Just one thing it’s not necessary to be strong always.
With your positive mindset you can do what you want.

AGirlInAJungle @girlinajun...

I’m not close with my relatives. And if I ever told something to my sister she would tell my mother instantly. It’s like I trapped.just feel so lonely inside. And I want to stop being kind to others. I want to be cold and stop show my emotions like an idiot.

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Anonymous

I understand. Actually I am that kind of person. I never shared what I felt. I suffer for that now. I have trust issues. That’s why I’m telling to share it.
But if you don’t feel to share with anyone then it’s okay. This is why this app is.
Come everyday and write your problems here. You will feel better.
I did it. And the anonymous things that is good here. No one can judge you. If they do then they don’t know you. And personally there are some genuine people here. Talk to them really helped. Just be honest with yourself.
Just share. I am suffering from this shit. I don’t talk to people I know.
After all it’s your life. You know better than anyone. Good luck buddy.

AGirlInAJungle @girlinajun...

I hope you get better. ❤

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Anonymous

Thank you
And I wish the same for you. ☺

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anuj @anujvohra

It can be lonely and tough sometimes. Do go out daily in an open surrounding and take sunlight and do exercise. It will give ur mind and body some stability. Make friends and connect with them. You are lucky that you have supportive parents. Use that as a strength. Learn meditation to clear ur mind. It works. My best wishes.

AGirlInAJungle @girlinajun...

I live in a place that they don’t let girls go out. So I barely go out

AGirlInAJungle @girlinajun...

Life is too boring and tiring. I sometimes wonder what was my purpose of existence

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anuj @anujvohra

Try to go out in morning then. Hopefully morning you have the permission to go out. Try to find a job or some work will also help

AGirlInAJungle @girlinajun...

No. I don’t have permission to leave the house any time unless they are with me

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anuj @anujvohra

Okay.

AGirlInAJungle @girlinajun...

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