Weekends are thrilling—nothing to do, so I reinstalled this app after 2.5 years. What a delight to see it’s totally fallen apart while the admins are in hibernation! But there are still a few good users left, so I guess it’ll have to be my weekend entertainment.

I have grey hair that doesn't mean I am an uncle!! 

Dayumnnn!! I thought I am just 22!! I didn't know I am 30+!! 

A few minutes ago I was 22 and now I am 30+!! Why god 😭

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Up till now, I didn't  realized how people not listening while I talk took toll on me. I remember in high school, a friend said they keep missing me when I talk because I have the kind of voice that blends into the background. At that time I thought, "Okay, that's understandable." But now I realize that because of my acceptance to that statement,  I tend to stop talking when I feel like no one is listening. Even when I'm mid-story or explanation. 

It's sad. The thought of no one listening and paying attention to me is sad. It makes me feels alone. I am afraid that my voice will not be heard and no one will ever truly understand me. 

Lonely

Haan main beshaq sharab pita hoon
Cheez bilkul kharab pita hu
Log do-char ghoont peete hain
Main toh bas be-hisab pita hu

Alcohol

Feeling lonely but can't explain it why :(

Today I am feeling alone and very empty I feel the emerald crying on my soul for something real but I can't put it in words and I feel like there's no one in this world and nothing in this world for me to identify with forced to live in plastic box in the back of someone's house in the yard no money no job no proven I have a permanent mental disability in which I'm being denied any help from Social Security end this suffering is causing me to want to just give up

Anxiety

Meri jindagi ka qissa badal chuka hai.. meri barbadiyo ke sath..!!!! 😥

Why i feel like she is the one ? 

Love

Turning her and looking into her eyes
Being lost...not wanting to be found
Touching her raven colored hair

3am Thoughts

A new week calls for a new round-up post where we share a few heartfelt thoughts by our community members that may have gone unnoticed. You can show your love and support to these thoughts and make this world a kinder place ✨🥺

1. https://nowandme.com/how-am-i-feeling-lets-just-say-that-qKBf5YLkCNKoicq 

2. https://nowandme.com/i-called-my-mom-a-prostitute-and-a-zXeirrKPwiQm6eO

3. https://nowandme.com/i-only-gave-3-semester-left-and-im-kWYtfA8Sde3bFCi 

4. https://nowandme.com/feeling-hopeless-and-lonely-just-wondering-about-how-BSt9yB34pf8hhMd (TW: Bullying and Domestic Abuse)

5. https://nowandme.com/i-failed-already-2022-is-already-starting-with-Qtyh4RQ8OrOEX0o (TW: Suicidal Ideation)

Every voice deserves to be heard 🧡 #weeklypostroundup

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts