We Shall Overcome
we shall overcome 
We shall overcome someday.

Oh, deep in my heart
I do believe
We shall overcome someday.

Time needs time wait for it 

Chayan Vani

Are you the Vinnie I used to know here???

3am Thoughts

It's been months that I have lost the connection with my relatives...but for some reason I don't regret and never wanna regret it....to stay away from them and not visit them was the best decision I ever took in my life....

Life

I hate myself,there is nothing good about me. I cant stop self loathing

Body image

Feeling really directionless after having a heart break. I am trying to pull myself back in my feet as I do not have anyone else to help me back. But it proves to be real hard and I am feeling so down. I obviously know it is not the end of the world, but my mind and body is too tired to even try. Also the fear of not finding love again is scaring me. I have been in this relation for 5 years and my gf is currently cheating on me and we have not officially broken our relation, but she is maintaining such a distance from me that it hurts. I am trying to think of her as less as possible. But the thoughts creep up all on a sudden. And they hurt so much.
Did anyone else went through such hardship where you know you are in pain but can't end it because you do not have the backup plan?   

Depression

I am feeling reallly down this days me and my ex weren’t back together exactly but were queit close friends like we said we love eachother but wasnt in an relationship,so his ex came back wanting to marry him but her family is not agreeing and abusing her for him, he even lost feelings for me (we dated online never met eachother still now)

I am kind of a hurt but cant help cuz that girl is also hurt , so i had to give up on him.

Then my studies its all being hard for me to cooperate with my grades.My parents are strick i even get beaten for simplest thing, it doesn’t effect me anymore cuz i am used to it.But my mom is making me feel low of myself like i am nit capable of anything.she never complements me or supports the way i want her to be(ik she cares about me still) i am just really depressed.

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