We must globally warm our hearts and change the climate of our souls, and realize that we are not apart from nature - Dr. APJ Abdul Kalam

Pranav

Life

I don't understand what is wrong with me. Recently i had a crush on a guy but i never had any desire with him even for holding hands....(he liked me back) And then my old crush came back and confessed that he likes me so again i got attracted to him. Then i got confused between the two and decided to tell the truth to both of them and tried to ignore both but as they are in the same Class i couldn't even if i tried my best i ended up being friends with my crush. But my desires for my old crush never stopped. He wants to be in a relationship with me but i don't want to idk why. Every time I change my mind. I don't feel happy even after we share some couple moments or anything like that .
Being a teenager sucks
I am attracted to him but i don't want him 

Confusion

hey can anyone suggest good romantic songs(English)

Music

Missing him :( but can't even message him...he must have forgotten me by now

Try to enjoy every moment of my life

these past months ive been secretly seeing with this person, we meet at a friends birthday and we automatically make out. later on we chat, video call, and talk about each other and the he disappeared. He ghosted me. until that day i found out that i am in love with this person, i ended up crying because i miss him. as month goes by i keep going to my friends house hoping to see him, and i did. By that time i already knew that he have a girlfriend. we sat in the sofa, talking,and staring at each other. i felt like my heart is about to explode at that time, its just too much for my poor and broken heart to handle. until.. an unexpected thing happened. he got me. we made love.. well for me, idk how but., i dont feel scared at all. im not scared that hes in a relationship, ive been counting how many time we did it. we even sneak into his room. and guess what? in just two much, we made love for 5 times.. i thought maybe we will work. but i guess not. im not his home. and i will never be.

Cheating

Guys so I need your suggestion I mean regarding marriage proposals when it comes near literally now I am unable to commit to it I am feeling nervous I don't know all kinds of feelings, I mean fear of commitment bcz I don't know whether that person is ryt for me or not ? If I say no then again we need to search again for the desired match where there is lots of complications regarding which suits me. What to do i don't know sometimes I cry even I don't know why I am crying 😭

i’m over my ex friend and our toxic friendship 

Happy

I think writing as an anonymous person is better because I don't even feel like an actual person sometimes. Nevertheless. 
Some days are good, most days are cloudy, and the remaining days are numb. I still feel happy every now and then, but I feel sadness in the same breath. Some of it has to do with how I feel about my upcoming medical entrance exam, rest of it has to do with living in itself. 
Regarding the exam, I feel like I'm at a point where I can't make much of a difference, and it hurts to try when you feel so hopeless. So I end up not trying, and feel guilty about that. 
Regarding life, well, where should I start? I just feel stuck. I feel like I'm in the same place I was a year ago. I don't have a shoulder to cry on, and the person who wants to lend their shoulder isn't someone who would understand this overwhelming sadness inside me. I've heard of and known people who feel empty, I can't relate to that. I have too many emotions to process to ever feel empty. I have either too many memories or the lack of it to cry about. I have a family, but I don't feel like I know any one of them other than my mom. I have friends, but they're not the kind of people I need. I have arms and limbs and a fully functioning body and brain, but that doesn't keep me from feeling unfortunate.
I understand that it's not right of me to be so dissatisfied with life when I have so much that so many people don't. I've tried to reason with myself, but I've come to understand that emotions can't always be reasoned with. 

For the first time in 2-3 years, I looked at the idols that are worshipped in my house and cried. I'd given up on believing that there was someone up there looking after me. It gets hard to believe that when all you feel is misery. 

I'm sad about my dysfunctional family, my dipping academics, my inability to form good relations with people, my inability to believe in something good ever happening to me: that's why I'm sad. 

If you've read till here, thank you for taking time to understand my pain. It really does mean a lot to me. 

Also, I've been wanting to say this to someone: the only superpower I would like is the ability to make it rain when I feel sad. It is comforting to feel like I'm not alone in my misery. 

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