Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

We haven’t talk for almost 2 weeks and here he goes again with his ~flirty~ remarks. I don’t know what he’s trying to do but one thing’s for sure, he doesn’t want me to stop liking him. I’ll ask JM about this because I’m not so sure anymore what to feel. Does he really want me to stop talking to him when he said that? Or was it his way of telling me subtly that he does not want to engage in that kind of conversation yet and just talk about something else? Idk. Why now? WHYYYYY it’s so frustrating. I don’t want to be kept on the sideline, I don’t deserve this treatment. For me, he gave another mixed signals when he made the Leni-Kiko initiative after I shared a story about political stuff. Then a while ago he didn’t even say get some rest to me or JM while we were in the study room, he just gave those encouraging words when ate Bits was there in the study room. Like? Okaaaay. Porke he has a lot of options open. Sure :–) If he wants to play like this, so be it. Tired of chasing the wrong people. Just want to be free from this misery please. I think I’m getting used to the fact that we are not talking often like before and I think that’s better so I keep my composure and good attitude for days. Jebal. I know the convo will end also today so let it end juseyo. He’s not going to take my words lightly for sure. He got a lot of people naman to support him, I believe. He can do it !!! He’s just simping again as usual lmao I HATE U JACOBBBBB WHY U BUILT LIKE THAT ISA KANG RED FLAG AMP ang panget pa na i thought of you during that release but it’s a good thing I was not the one playing the girl instead I thought of your ex ka-date para it hurts more and so I know that would never happen to us :)