We didn't maka a call, by last 15 days.
She planed to meet, but cancelled at the day.. I have planned many things for that meeting that's why I felt heart break.. She is making call bt im ignoring.. One more thing i always went to her place.. Bt she doesn't ready to come at my place.... Should i leave her? 

3am Thoughts

I just wish for once people understood that I am not lazy
I am tired of living like this 
I don't have the energy in me to keep pushing
I am drained 
I swear I am not lazy it's just that sometimes being so emotionally tired causes everything to be dull and I feel like I don't even want to get out of bed but i wish I had the energy to get out and be active

But I am tired 

Depression

**Fuck** those judgemental padosis.
**Fuck** covid.
**Fuck** those creepos who cant take their eyes off u when u walk even in normal clothes.
**Fuck** those sabziwale bhaiyas who think u dont know how to bargain and give u the worst sabzis making u swear to never go sabzi-shopping again.
**Fuck** those coaching-businesses/murderers of dreams of creative minds.
**Fuck** those retarded molesters getting away with heinous acts in broad daylight, just coz the victim is soft spoken.

**Fuck** myself for not taking a stand for myself when I should have.

Just wanted to say I want to be with you forever but you don't want me, and I don't want to look desperate so just pouring it here

One Sided Love

I don't know how to handle this

Confusion

Does the intensity of love you have for your loved ones scares you? 
Have you ever cried just because the person you love so intensely actually exist?
 Like their smile, their eyes, their face makes you forget everything and you just get lost somewhere? 
Have you ever found yourself loving someone so intensely?? 

Love

at the end of the day when you're all alone, you've nobody who gonna listen to you...
you're laying on your bed and just thinking about yourself why you are not good enough.
This empty feeling at the end of the day kills me friends 🤕

Im so lonely. The only bestfriend that i ever had, outgrown me. She didn’t understand me anymore, she would never understand my problem this time. And I’m breaking alone. I really hope to be disappear because thats the easiest and the most effective way to tell her that she had lose me, she may know she is losing me or she really don’t know. 

Anxiety

**REMINDER**
In case you forget that I'm here to remind you, some people aren't meant to be with you ,and it's not always about something is wrong to you,or you aren't enough.. it just they are messed...i know it hurts you by doing so much and got nothing...but even though you are screaming what you will do when other person isn't listening to you...?
Don't waste your energy over a person
Who doesn't appreciate your presence
Who doesn't know how to value you,
You are way more than worthy than getting these bare minimum...okay..and Don't you dare to stalk them, and listen there is no need to text first..if you are always the " first" .. nobody is that busy ,all are just excuses for you... respect yourself and walk away from this toxic environment like a queen/king you should be...

- Queenn 👑

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