We all need to somehow enjoy our company ! is that a difficult task to adapt too ?

The best company you'll ever have is your own🙌🏻

Exhausted

Isn't it nice if we have a person for whom we should be the world even the friend or lover anyone ♥️ , I wish i will get Someone in my life ,I mean a world for them !! 

Hallucination

Well, I am very sociable person . Even though I talk a lot, I just cant express my feelings like "You are my only best friend or you are very important " . I'll make them realize by my actions or the way I talk but I just cant say it in words and I don't know why . Somewhere I believe actions are more important than these words. And there comes my bestfriend with whom I'll talk with like each n every thing throughout the day ,I'll share all my thoughts ,I'll try to motivate him when he's low and everything. But I cant say the words miss you and all these .And he's very expressive in this way , completely opposite of me . Even though I have so many works to do I'll come online and talk with him but at end of the day when he says miss you or stuff like that I'll feel that may be I am not putting my efforts towards the friendship and it makes me very sad. I don't understand why I am feeling this way. And he always says "you r the only friend to me" even though he has other close friends which I know . whenever I hear that I feel very weird.  Friendship wise we're very good friends for almost 7 yrs. But when he says some things it makes me feel that I'm not putting the efforts and I can do nothing . I'll care for him a lot and he knows that, the only thing which I don't do is I just cant express with words that's it .Before there is no problem at all ,now I can see day by day the pressure is building up like I can feel the possessiveness he's not saying through words but I could feel it or it just me , I don't know.  What should I do ? 

Friends

Happy 

Exactly one year ago today, I emailed Meredith asking her if she was able to receive my delivery. She emailed me back letting me know that she did and she think me for the small gift. Time does go by pretty quick. But I still miss her so much. ￼

Love at first sight
 I fell in love




Love

I feel like my depression chases me constantly and I just don’t have anyone who understands me. Yet I know I’m not the only one. I just feel like I’m so alone and I’m not sure how much more I can take. 😫

Depression

LONG STORY ABOUT MY ABUSIVE FATHER AND ME,
I don't know how to start this story as my memory is a little foggy as it has been a few years . I was average in studies use to get 80% till 7th class and in 8th with pubg and loneliness got the worst out of me didn't have much friends and the only peer living in my building was a pervert so didn't want to be friends :) . After 8th class don't know what happened to me but i stopped going to school . I used to fight my mother so much whatever happens i am not going school the whole year had been like that and i used to get so aggressive and literally used to scream so loud that it used to panick my mom . And i have this foggy memory of my dad ,he is NRI (Non resident Indian) he is a person who can get so angry in a second if someone doesn't listens to him or corrects him . I really don't have much memory of that day but my dad fas trying to push mom or fight mom and say "get out of the house" and i love my mother so i had screamed and pushed my dad he was kinda shocked as he loves me like i am a 5 year old boy i am still 18 and he loves me like i am still 5 year old and later on when i pushed and screamed and defended my mother my grandpa just came and slapped me and i was crying after that and just went to sleep after crying . The best thing was that he only used to visit once in a year for 1 ½ month . My whole body mind and face is like my father , it's been traumatic for me since childhood . I was once a victim of domestic violence and later on i was the one doing it . It's been few years after that and since covid i have become normal but it still haunts me and i feel better after writing all this :) . If you read my story till here i want to tell you that you have patience and you are a beautiful person and i love you :) .

Anger Issues

Long-term Relationships are overrated 
Long-term Friendships are underrated

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