Wanted to read Durjoy Datta's book...not able to figure out which one...can anyone help me to pick one?

Although I think I started reading our impossible love... But never finished it so dunno how it is

Yeah... That was the only one available in our library 😅

"world's best boyfriend" by  Durjoy datta. I really liked this one.

I wanna read too but I can't.... Tell me which one you decided 

World's best boyfriend. I really this one. There was one show- sadda haq about it aswell.

Books

Why my anger  is  so  bad  !!!  Today my Dadi asked me if you don't want  to  do household  chores  so you and your  sisters  get out and I replied  if you don't  like this so it's  your  problem  aap chale jao!!! Now my whole  family  including  my distant  uncle  aunts are invited  just to create a fuss about  what I said my parents  are  out if town they are on the way !!! I am not prepared this I don't  what I am supposed to do now !

Family

Need a good friend

3am Thoughts

Hey koala. I miss you more than anything. It’s been literally 7 months so I am boarder-line crazy but I still think about you everyday. I will forever love you and truly hope you are safe wherever you may be. I am sorry I hurt you. My mental health was and still is poor but at least I am more aware now. I will try to catch myself dishing out toxicity. I wish we were able to work things out. Peace out girls scout  

Breakup

I've been in a weird state for quite some time now where I seek companionship but every time I feel attracted towards someone they end up already being in a relationship. I always follow a rule where I never pursue someone when that happens.

And usually, I am quite occupied the entire day almost every day as I am the type of person who is interested in 100 things at the same time (reading, meditation, exercise, tech, startups, lifelong learning etc.). Hence, I end up getting attracted towards women with a similar lifestyle and I don't feel the void on many days.

However, there are many nights where I feel that I'd prefer not being alone, some stories that I'd want to reserve sharing with only someone special, some festivals that I'd like to celebrate with someone by my side, some songs I'd like to share and I'd like that someone to be the same person for a really long time. 

But I don't really find dating apps useful and I don't feel comfortable sliding into the DMs of women I don't know on social media. The whole process of starting with small talk and hopefully eventually reaching a point where we can start having meaningful conversations feels quite exhausting.

Am I completely doomed?

Relationships

Anyone up for a Netflix/Prime watch party tomorrow and watch some funny movie together?

Movies

it ends or it doesn't 

This is about my relationship. Its my first relationship ever. Earlier, I was in a one sided love with a boy for almost 4 years. And then I decided to move on. Since then I never felt like being in a relationship yet. I thought I would get into one after 3-4 years. But recently I changed my college and here I became friends with a guy who I didn't know had a crush on me. We became good friends in a month and after that he proposed me to be in a relationship. I didn't think I was ready but he is a really good person and I did not want to regret later because I also liked him. He is a good person and he is a perfect boyfriend to be honest. (Though at times he behaves in an immature way and gets lots of mood swings which gives me anxiety at times). But my overthinking is causing problems for me. I am supposed to be happy that I am in a healthy relationship but I keep feeling sad because I cant stop thinking about negative stuff. Thoughts like 'Whether I made the right decision' , 'Whether he will not hurt me ever' , 'Is this going to last? If yes, will I able to be with this person forever?' , ' Am I rushing things?' , 'Do I really love him?'. These thoughts do not exit my mind and I know I love him but my mind is always running so my heart stops feeling most times. It feels like a void. Also, another thing which bothers me is that maybe we kind of rushed it. For example, he asked me out on a day and we were officially together in a week after that. And we kissed 2 weeks after that. And I overthink so much that I know I liked those kisses (they were my first time ever) but I doubt sometimes whether or not I genuinely wanted to do it. He loves me a lot I can see that but the only problem is that my mind every moment keeps thinking that something or the other is wrong. It would be great if somebody could share their thoughts with me on this matter! Tysm in advance. <3

I just hate these rains. They make me feel cry. It's said that it rains when the water droplets gets too heavy to stay suspended in the clouds they fall out, similar with humans, when their heart gets too heavy they cry. Every drop of rain and tear makes me remember all the happy moments we lived. It's soo funny to know that the person to promised to stay forever never does and the only thing which is left are the memories! Idk what's going in my life at a moment I'm perfectly happy, the other I'm sad like hell. The deeper we love the person, the harder we hate them when they leave....

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