Wanted to pour all my life story over here and read other's comments but then realised that in this modern tech world do we even read long paragraphs?

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3am Thoughts

I want to die.

Mood Disorder

I want to be in control of my emotions. When I feel unloved and unwanted and I please myself by doing things that don’t make me truly happy. I need a vacation asap. 

What are the factors u would take  into account when ur partner says "I don't love you anymore"
"I don't care about your efforts" 
After 6 months 
me now having trust issue I asked "do u think we can work it together" 
To which they reply "yes" .
But that past incident keep playing back in my mind. 


They say somethings are better left unsaid. But I can't get rid of this one thing from my mind without saying it to that person. My heart says just say it and get it out off your mind but my brain says a big fat NO bcz its gonna leave you more pain. I have been holding on this for a while now. I'm still not sure if I should just say it or not. I really wanted a genuine advice but nobody is gonna understand this situation better than me. Its silly and people might think I'm crazy. And I totally admit that. 

Saw him last night, with a girl talking to her the way he used to talked to me in the beginning and they were dancing together.
Bought flowers for a girl just like that, while in our relationship of almost three years, he didn't get me a single flower, instead he went and cheated. It hurts lol.
Want to move on soon.

Emotional Abuse

The feeling of.... Having everyone still feeling alone... Is really pathetic... Nobody to listen to your cries, anger, prblms.... It's you vs you.... Alone and alone... 👍...The song truely says.. We all need that someone who gets u like no one else right when u need it the most..... But.... As we know life is really unfair... So... Being your own best friend is the only option left... Cz... It's only you... Bas.. 👍

i feel like i might be age regressing

Frnds ko v frnds nhi maanti . They're just temporary good company. Vibe and ghost. 

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