Want to share something with you guys about my BFF from my kindergarten (it was till 5 grade )only in some grades do we get the chance to be in the same class well now I got a new BFF recently so I am not I Teach with my old BFF 

So I thought should I call her tomorrow and talk to her are just call their new BFF and new friend 

Confusion

I have been sick for a while. And today, it has gotten worse. So i went to tell my mom about it and get some comfort. But she is sick too. As soon as she saw me, she told me to prepare breakfast for my siblings and drop my little brother to his tuition class. I want to tell her that i am sick too. And it's hard for me, too. But i feel bad 😞

3am Thoughts

I am feeling lonely.if anyone have time to talk with me. A lots of love

Breakup

"You have to fight through some bad days to earn the best days of your life."

Hope

I am sad today….my husband listened to me but never say anything which makes me feel bad…as I don’t know how he takes things regarding me….he doesn’t say even a word…even he changes my sharing thoughts immediately and talked about something which is not related to anything…which just pissed me offf….!!!

Depression

I am like very very lost.
I live in a wrecked country every day is getting worse than yesterday i have no hope for future. 
Every now and then i get my hopes up start trying hard to reach my goals but then i hit the same wall it's just hopeless
I am 23 years old and i have made some mistakes till today that i can't take back but i know this that if i work hard enough i will succeed but who am i kidding seriously i think I'm not smart enough and all this aside i don't have friends I'm mostly alone i don't like to go outside even before covid 19 and i think I'm spoiled child or sth 😂 but still hurts that i can't talk to 1 or 2 people that i call friend about my miserable mind because i can feel it that they say look at this guy he has a perfect life and he is nagging you know what i seriously don't want this to happen but what should i do i don't know and no one helps. 

Life

Throughout my school life I have been alone or had really less friends , I am in 12th grade now and I am going to college next year and I am really worried that what if my life will still be the same as it is of today , I feel like I am missing out on a lot because of not having the ability to make friends , this problem of not being able to make friends is driving me insane. It's literally the worst thing in my life right now and I am done with this , I also want to make friends I also want to hangout with people, I also want to build close bonds with people . Wtf should I do .



Frustration

Would like to say that I’ve started this year with some shitty news! My mum got diagnosed with diabetes and the dollar raise at my country is at it’s worst! And ofc affecting us, badly.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m an independent business owner who worked her ass off to live happily with her little family in a cozy home at a decent neighborhood. That’s all I wanted, to live healthy and wealthy with them. But here we go, we’ll see how this year goes. 


I am very sad and confused. I am in a serious relationship with a man for the past two years but I am not sure if I want to marry him. He is very kind, affectionate, loving and charming. Apart from this, he is also very serious about his work but despite his dedication and hard work he is unable to make it big (although I have faith that he will). Now, I must also mention that he is the sole breadwinner of the family with 3 dependent members and so, sometimes, he is unable to make ends meet. Often he borrows money from me albeit with a lot of shame and guilt. So far, I have lent him what I would make in 6 months. Now I know that he really needs that money but I can’t help feeling sad over the money that I have lost. He says that he will return me all that money by buying something expensive for me but honestly, I just want the cash. I earn quite well and have no liabilities and so I would have saved a huge amount by now had I not lent him the money. I feel very guilty for letting such thoughts creep into my mind but I can’t help it. In the long-term is this a red flag? He had also borrowed money from me previously but in lieu of that, he took me to an all-expenses-paid trip to settle the score.
Secondly, our cultures are very different. He belongs to a lower-middle-class family. His family members are not so well-educated, he is the most educated member of his family. This clearly reflects in the way their household runs. On the other hand, I come from an affluent family. Both men and women in my family are highly educated and this is quite evident from our mannerisms and social conduct. Now the question that looms in front of me is, “Will I ever be able to adjust in his family?” With all due respect, marrying him would be a downgrade for me both socially as well as financially. Is it wise to make such sacrifices in the name of love? Will I ever be truly happy in their family? He assures me that his family would be very supportive of my career and they would shower me with a lot of love but I feel that I would really be out-of-place in his family.
Lastly, he is 4.5 years older than me and yet I am more successful than him both academically and financially. Now neither of us has a problem with this but my family would certainly raise this point for which I have no comeback.
With all this being said, I would like to emphasize that I really love him. I have gone to great lengths to prove my love to him. He also loves me a lot and even says that I have settled for less (saying this takes a huge heart). He wishes to reach my standards (academic and financial) and is ready to put effort for that but he can only change himself and not his family. Our future plans and goals align with each other, and he is very serious about marrying me. But marrying him would mean a compromise on all the above-mentioned grounds. My question is: “Is it really worth it?”

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