Waking up without any messages for months, seeing no one keeps a check on me, really breaks my heart.

Lonely

Hello everyone....

I am here to confess something which is I cheated on my boyfriend for 2 months but then I left that boy bcz I realised it's not my thing to cheat anyone and now I even have broken with my boyfriend and he doesn't know about that ever..... I feel guilty about it so much and will never ever do it again.....and when my bf left he has said some very harsh words and before that too he treated me like anything  so is this karma hitting me back or what.... I don't know what to do please tell me something

Relationships

My bf always ruin my good mood by saying something I don't like. And i keep overthinking about his words all day. I give him one good news and he just ruin my whole day by Saying something worst. 

Boyfriend

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Love

Well the holidays are coming soon it's gona be my first Christmas with no family contact no buying gifts or family get togetherness so I feel it's gona be tough again.
But on the positive side  starting a new career soon with more positive people I just wish my parents where around to tell them my good news of my new job and leaving my old toxic environment.

Supportive

Okay I want you guys to decide something.

My boyfriend of 2 years talks to a girl and call her his best friend but he was in love with her and pretty obsessed with her for half and a year just before we started dating. I told him several times ki it bothers me, we had arguments everytime he post photos and videos of her. He even pretended in front of me ki he doesn't talk to her. I finally asked him to stop talking to her and he replied ki he can't hurt someone cause he is not that type of person.
He is really good in every other aspects. He is kind and caring and loving.

Should I break up? 

Sajni : someone who resides in your heart no matter they are with you or not.you constantly think about them, someone who is in your prayers.
Who is your sajni ? 

3am Thoughts

Just started learning to play ukilele it's my first day can anyone help me with this or can anyone tell me how to change chords faster and how to and how much practice and time will it take to learn a good song ? Thanks 

Music

Hi and I never wanted the top 2 of my wisdom teeth pulled out of me to.

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