Waiting for a happily ever after 
I don't  believe in them 
But maybe a miracle could happen

3am Thoughts

I think I’m done with dating for now. Dating apps suck. I keep on either getting friend-zoned or we mutually friend-zone each other. I’m just gonna focus on having a successful career and the love will come. I need to love myself a little bit more anyways. 💞

Exhausted

Wish to have someone constant

Lonely

How you doin'??

Friends

Am frustrated.. Anyone up wid any suggestion?? 

Anger Issues

Yesterday night my father called me in his room and started talking me about my future goals ( I am in 12th class) and we were having a descent talk. He told me to focus on this class very much and which is also right. We discussed that should I opt for B.COM after 12th ..... So for that I have to get good marks in 12th or should clear a test named as IPM which will directly get me an MBA degree . But for that I have to sacrifice my 12th marks..... But then he suddenly asked about my plans regarding my music ( I am a rapper and also have a you tube channel on which I post my music videos regularly ) ... We started to talk about that..... 

He told me in a very indirect way that parents who support their children which have interests in such fields support them because they have this talent from inside, do you thing you have this talent?? 
The children who opt for such fields have this talent from inside , and only those people get success in such fields......
In an indirect way he told me that you are spending a lot of time nourishing your rapping skills (making music , beats ) etc, and its of no use as you don't have this talent.

After some time he told me that by that phrase he wasn't pointing towards myself .....
But that was just a formality..... He meant it....

From that moment I have not been able to sleep or work properly, I have been continuously thing about it and about my rapping interest ..... 
That's the link of my you tube channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZjLLu5zgxrruY40RN8CG_w
  

Depression

I am so thankful for my mother . She has stood up for me every step of the way . I will make her so proud one day :) 

Happy

Why am I being desperate about he's fine or not? I'm the one who is running away from this relationship....then why am I worried? God I'm loosing my mind

A single friend is better than a three b*tches🫂✌>❤️‍🩹

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