vo ghazal waalon ka aslub samjhte honge

chaand kahte hain kise khoob samjhte honge

itni milti hai meri ghazalon se soorat teri log tujh ko mera mehboob samjhte honge

main samajhta tha mohabbat ki zabaan khushboo hai

phool se log use khoob samjhte honge

dekh kar phool ke auraq pe shabnam kuch log

tera ashkon bhara maktub samjhte honge

bhool kar apna zamaana ye zamaane waale

aaj ke pyaar ko maayub samjhte honge...

crazy_mitochondria 😅☠️

Poetry

Anyone been successful over a meth addiction for a long time now and can give me some advice?? Trying to save my husband for the sake of me and my kids

Addiction

I don't have many friends, but I thought my few friends were real and they were enough for me. I have not been to school for more than a week because of the virus and have been unable to meet most of them. Most of the time, I didn't want to go out or do anything, but when I tried to invite them to go out, they refused, saying that their parents wouldn't let them go because of the virus. Today I saw a post by one of my friends with my other friends out having fun without me. I have other friends but some of them are out of town and others also say they can't go out because of the virus. But I no longer believe this excuse. I feel betrayed and lonely and there is no one to talk to. I want to make new friends but the only idea I have is to go to clubs or other mass events but in my country they are all banned because of the virus. The only thing I can do right now is stay home and think how pathetic I am. I would be happy if anyone could give me advice.

Other

While separation, who does a child needs more? A father or a mother?

Confusion

How to deal with a person who is not ready to listen to you? Not ready to break up. I no more have feelings for him but he won't listen & asking to keep on giving chances and talking such that i end up again with him. Any way to leave him? High egoistic person, he won't let me leave peacefully if I left him. 

Narcissism

I just need your opinion on how would you feel or what would you do if you were in my position.

Its a long story but I'll just brief it here. It all started in 2019, we just bought a own house(We are middle class) so buying a house is a big thing. We were doing okay financially. Cut to June, my sister's wedding took place. Everything happened so quick. Dowry still exists in Indian families. My mom believes in astrology stuff so an astrologer told my mom that this is the right guy, you've to get her married to this guy only. So my mom agreed for the dowry even when my dad said no we can't afford it right now, because we've to do the wedding and all other functions along with that the dowry asked is too much and we can't give. But my mom didn't listen to him, she agreed to the dowry. They had to get money from people. After marriage we were in debt! Not a small one. But anyways my dad was still managing to pay those. We were just feeling that we can get through this, but that feeling didn't last long, within 1yr of marriage my sister had a baby, as we are mom side we should take care of the hospital expenses and all. We did that also. This is covid time. 2020. My dad's business got stopped. As he wasn't educated he couldn't do any other jobs and we didn't have capital to start something new. And now my sister and brother in law wanted to shift to own house. For which we had to pay half of the amount as a part of dowry. We were already in so much debt, business got shut, and now this. My dad said no we can't. But my mom again said okay. Again we asked ppl we know for money. Now we've to repay them all and my dad isn't doing anything. From last 20 days he's been ill so he's unable to even talk. I've been doing internships earning 5-10k per month which was going to their expenses. My mom everyday scolds my dad and says things like you won't do anything, you'll just stay at home, I'm tired of this. And some stuff which I can't mention. Listening all this, he just busted out saying I will die, you guys live happily.

Everyday my parents talk about suicide. As their kid, my life and my sister's is totally different. I'm the one who's going through this situation with them from last 2 and half years. I'm 20yrs old. I've not been doing okay mentally. But I was strong just to make my parents strong. There were days where I  had suicidal thoughts, but the thought that it'd cause more pain to them stopped me. 

Financially we're at zero. There are 2 sources from which we have to get money but we aren't getting it. If we get them we can clear all our debts and start a business.

These financial issues has taken a toll over my whole family. 


Exhausted

Is closure an over rated thing?
People say that getting a closure is really helpful in moving on from a breakup.
But I feel what good would "a last conversation" do, they are not going to say anything that will comfort you because all you want is to be with that person. And if he also wanted the same we would never have been in this situation at the very first place.

Breakup

Yr aise koi meditation ya spiritual groups hote h kya? Jaha hum chize seekh ske or also at the same time we can make frnds and meet them 

Meditation

Bhalle hi nahi hai saath hum aaj,
Iska mtlb yeh nahi ki bhool gaye hai,
Aaj bhi bhagwaan se dua uski khushi ki maangte hai,
Kyunki jaate jaate kaha tha usne duaon mein yaad rakhna….🌝

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