Ummm, is it just me or someone else can also see that the love between a homosexual couple is always above the charts...heterosexual couple's love feels pale in comparison!...
Its just my opinion based on my observation, i dont know know any facts or something..

Ameliah Pearl

Love there, has more acceptance and courage :)

AGREEEED
I'm also a huge fan of BL/Shounen-ai 

LGBTQ

I cant sleeeepppp

3am Thoughts

Guys how to accept myself?

Its my first day at this platform and I am loving the idea of working and sharing of one self ,thoughts and emotion . In todays world when everyone is indulged in oneself ,this bring out mankind and humanity in the society in various kind .


Life

I am just here to rant and someone send a friend request here and i accepted it and that stranger said she/he like me and i only want a support and strength here from people not a lover

Other

Day by day I’m getting stronger to accept the things which makes me weak and wants me to surrender. Now most of the things doesn’t even matter to me which used to make me cry.

I’m habituated with the pain and I accepted that crying or surrendering will not make me get what I want.

I found that’s a good change in me that I don’t care much now. But… it’s making me negative on the other side.

I never took help of a therapist to heal my inner me. I groomed myself from suicidal to doesn’t give a f*ck attitude.

But it also made me not believe in some aspects like “friendship” and “love”

Depression

i’m having such a hard time connecting with my friends. I kind of feel guilty because my problems dont compare to alot of other people’s. My best friend is best friends with my ex best freind. How am i supposed to feel about that? And of course my ex bsf is pretty, funny, and everyone loves her. I feel like im alone but i don’t know if i could live without my bsf. I don’t know what to do and i just get more jealous everyday im around her. Me and my bsf have gotten more distant while they have gotten closer. I feel betrayed but i can’t say anything about it because i would sound “jealous” or “sensitive”. i feel alone in this world. 

Relationships

I have heard ranting helps so here we go...So five years ago my mom mysteriously just moved out of the house and moved to another city. I had no idea why, I was often told because she had work there. Though once someone told me it was because she didn't want responsibilities...aka my brother and I. I am the younger sibling here. Anyway- she visited very often, until the lockdown. We still commuted through devices, but after some time I got used to her not being here. Then she started visiting again. It was nice. Though on one of the days, she was on a call and mentioned her being divorced,  but I didn't think much of it and thought that she just didn't want to explain to the person the entire situation. 3 days before my birthday last year, she took my brother and I on a drive, and told me that her and my dad, had been divorced for the past 4-5 years....3 DAYS BEFORE MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY!! I was shocked, but my brother was not. He said he overheard it one day, like 2-3 years ago or smthn...another pandemic kinda occurred so  she couldn't visit for some time. We grew apart. Then she moved back to the same city as us, but bought a flat like 5 minutes away...she expects everything to be the same. But I just can't be. I can't be as comfortable as I was with her before. We stopped talking as much. And she treated me as a nuisance sometimes.  Like okay first of...I did not ask u to be my mother, so there is no reason for me to support you emotionally. Second of all, you in fact DID make me, u asked forr me, so you HAVE to do basic stuff like take care of me, and not expect anything in return. And third of all, okay well this one is not directed to her, but she literally mocks me when I tell her about my social battery and stuff, and she does not respect the bubble I created around myself. Like she does not acknowledge that I do not like hugs from her, and that I don't want to be touchy...I hate it. But at the same time- she's my mom, so I fee guilty for feeling this way.

“I don’t know…
I don’t understand…
How am I supposed know who I am?
I already don’t like myself
And I never fell in love
I imagine meeting the love of my life
But…
They’re a she…
I’m not concerned about it
But how should I talk about it
To my father who sucks his teeth anytime he sees two men being happy together
What am I?
Am I bi, lesbian, or aromantic?
Im only 13
How is this supposed to work?
I don’t understand anything about…

me.”   I know this is a poem (I think) but please give me advice…

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