Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

ummm i feel shitty rn i am preparing for competitive examss and it sucks like in the start of academic i was the brilliant student and also the scholar one but as time passed my progress has became worst like from 90% to 50% life has hitten me like damnn much and becoz of this shit i am not able to study properly like while studying i get distracted alot motivational videos are waste of time also i feel like shit like why to study when after studying my ass off k get bad marks? i literally disconnected with many peoples like i hate when they call at starting i used to love when they called me but now its irritatingggg ughhh i cant tell things noww. i feel like living in this world like this is not worthy