Umm so it's my bf bday on Tuesday I've few things in my mind to get him but the problem is I was gonna go for shopping tmrw with one my male frnd in the evening but my parents telling me to come with them I tried to told them no but i don't think what to do now I can go tmrw morning as well but my frnd won't be there then I've to go alone for a guy's shopping I feel it kinda awkward 😅

Ik what I need to get for him but I'm feeling awkward for doing a guy's shopping alone like while buying a shirt and all 😅

Yaa maybe I'll go alone but my bf should not meet while doing his shopping or else it will be like surprise chalo sath mein jatey hai😂😅

Boyfriend

Hi guys :) I hear my parents' voices at night and would like to tell. Their voices at night are very interesting to me. I think I am incest towards my mother.

Music

Feeling anxious about a work related thing...calming my nerves,trying hard

Anxiety

If we lean toward protecting our ego more than taking responsibility when things go south, that's a good indication we are a bullshitter.

It helps when other people say about us . Not necessarily all the time, it could be their own way of perceiving it sometimes, so we are the one who needs to make a decision if that is true or not, instead of getting defensive and denying whatever they say. Of course, it is ultimately our decision to change ( if it is true ) or not change..

3am Thoughts

This confusion cum no choice is consuming my head from all over 

Hello Roshni here..  So today I feel very angry gussa aa raha hai Khud pe..  
Yesterday something big happenend. 
Someone told my biggest secret infront of everyone like I was speechless at that time.  This was the secret I was having with me.  having strict parents you have to keep the secret with you but my bestfrnd sister told infront of everyone  . I want to tell you that I am in relationship with a guy from one year but sometimes I feel that Mein jaldi kr Di Kyaa bcx when you go outside you have so many options... Don't take me wrong please. Understand my feelings. And I feel that everytime I deserve better. 
Firstly I thought at my teen age that I will never get anyone in my life.. 
Jo hai Wo ek he hoga... But I was wrong. now  I thought relationships and commiTent Mein padna he nhi hai Mereko.. 
Just want to know myself. And just want to be a socialize. 
So that's how I feel right now 
Need some help

life sucks but i'll keep trying bc i'm giving life just one other change

Mental Health

ok so let me tell you my history of me and my ex
so he broke up with me on march 1 for personal reason
so after he broke up with me he asked the female he told me not to worry abt 7 days after breaking up and i found out and he lied and told me it was a bill collector which it was not. but he says there was nothing there and i belived him .so a couple of weeks later me and him are making out and she pops up again and he hide his phone after telling me he blocked her so he lied agai.anyways so i was pissed and assumed he did something so i went and did a one night which i regrets everyday and i told bc it was the right thing to bc i had so much love for him and after i tolf he blocked me and i understud why .
but i dont get why he got so mad even tho he is the one that told me he doesnt love me or want anything to do with me
anyways a week later after i told he unblocked me and we were friend and doing thing what couple would do but that is what i thought 
but he would tell me he just wants to be friends and has no feeling for me 
anyway going back to a week ago whenhe blocked me again
he ened up unblocking me a few days and we have not stopped hanging out and it feels amazing 
but today i feel so insecerd and scared that he is talking to someone else .bc i am used to him lying to me .he sayd he not but idk how to feel
also everytime he follows someone new on insta he is talking to them that is why i feel like he is bc he follwed this new girl today


idk what to do 

Breakup

Feeling veryy low for a lot of reasons, n one of it is I really feel very lonely for being single from a long time n mostly all of my friends are into a relationship or either they have that one person at the end of the day who is there for them.. Even my friends are there for me but I've been Overthinking allot lately

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