umm i like it when people give me reason to ignore and feel nothing for them 
it's like a good thing happening to me 
one day I'll be too much that I'll never ever feel anything about them and that day I'll be the happiest
 it's feel good ki vo online hai 3-3 ghante nahi kar rhe reply at least it's helping me one or the other way 

also kuch kaam ka bheja tha maine par ab nai iske baad I'm never gonna send any fucking thing to that person i had my lessons now it's enough

I feel your frustration , but don't post such language you might get banned 😐

I'm feeling it 
vohi log jo mere liye imp the 
dheere dheere aaise kar kar ke normal ban jayenge and one day all these late replies and dead replies won't even bother me it would mean nothing to me and that day i would really feel happy 

Pov - I hate late replies ☝️ ( a guy )

Growing Up

Just hating myself for the way I look right now. He and I were like puzzle pieces we fit perfectly together I met him and a week later he was my best friend and I was his friend through his shit relationships and I can’t help but think that if I wasn’t an obese girl with acne he would see that I’ve always been here even tho he’s told me multiple times that there’s nothing wrong with me physically I can’t help but think that.😃

Insecurity

Finally.... 

I lost something........ 
But I learned very much from the journey of my life

Self Love

im a 14 year old girl. i was in gym class for my first semester. we had to record our pulse for something. i tried to but i couldn’t find my pulse, and i told my gym teacher (an older guy, who’s kinda creepy tbh) that i couldn’t find it so i wouldn’t be able to write it down. he then, without warning, grabbed my throat. it was really awkward and i was super uncomfortable. i already have ptsd from being abused in my past. but everyone just stared at what was happening. after holding my neck in a sorta “choke” way, he  then he told me that he couldn’t find my pulse. i didn’t really think much of it. but i’ve told a few of my friends about it and they act surprised. they say it could be considered sexual assault. especially since he used to always stare at me and hang out with me during gym class when we did independent stuff. i don’t really think it could be considered sexual assault. but many people have told me that it could be. i just wanna hear other people’s thoughts i guess. 

Mental Health

Meh.

Anxiety

You know why I fell in love with you?
Because you doesn't care how I look, you doesn't care if am putting on makeup or not, you give confidence to me saying that am beautiful the way I am. 
You respect and give importance to my decisions, you care about my opinion, you understand my insecurities very well and also my mental breakdowns. 
Most importantly I can be myself in front of you, with out putting on any act, I can share every damn thing even personal things with you. 
You make me happy just by your smile, well if you ask for a reason for my love then there are many but I guess there is no reason for my love. I just cant stop loving you. 
And I hope you can love me the same way....and till then i will wait for you to say it.

Love

Now that I finished studying for the night, I am lying down in bed and thinking about Meredith as usual. I know a lot of you think that she was just a made up character but she is a real person. ￼ however, it is quite a long story about when her and I met and how everything started. But what I can say is that she was the most amazing person that you could ever meet. She used to be a lot of fun and I really enjoyed spending time with her my first three weeks here at College. ￼ but it wasn’t until the third week of me being here when I realize I was falling for her. And I couldn’t stay quiet so I had to tell her. It was a terrible mistake, and I regret it. ￼ although before I told her my feelings for her, I told her what really made me concerned. Before I began falling in love with her, I became extremely concerned about her safety. And I still remember that day when it happened. We were both walking down the stairs when her foot slip. We were just about to climb down the stairs when her foot went sideways and she jerked to the left. I was on her right side. Luckily, I was holding onto her so she did not ended up falling but she could’ve if I wasn’t there. And that lead me into experiencing anxiety and worrying about her, which then led into me, falling in love with her, and eventually obsessing over her.  And that is putting my cow it all started. ￼￼

When you love someone truly like they mean everything to you... and they got hurt and misunderstanding you for your actions which were not actually meant to be the way they're thinking. And when you try to explain them or talk to them to sort things out, they aren't even willing to listen to you, instead hurting you badly bcoz of their pain and anger. The more you're trying to talk to them the more you're getting hurt inreturn (literally the worst kind of hurt you had ever been) no matter how many times you go back leaving your self-respect. And yet after all this you still love them. What do one should do??? I'm heavily stuck between being hurt and reaching love.

Hello guyz ..its my first time going in a 5 star hotel and alone ..as i won a free food award in a competition, I'm nervous and i don't know anything abt, there is nobody to guide me...i just wanna know what is this registration and why? And how i will ask them free food ? Did they already know? Is entry free ? I registered in there website successfully but what's the purpose of registration? Did it plays as a entry pass?

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