Um well, I kinda just want to talk to someone, but I can't really

Well, honestly, I'm just tryna figure out whether I need a therapist, I feel very nervous to get one, but I get agitated by random things and I'm never mentally stable

I feel guilty for everything, I'm usually always sad and try to hide that, I feel really guilty when people worry about me

They are worried because they care about you, don't feel that way, try spending some quality time with those individuals, this is what you would do if someone dear to you was wounded or unhappy, you know what, you're lucky to have people like that; just be grateful and try to cheer up yourself. 😀

My family would not want me to go to therapy they are the reason I feel this way

If you have a smartphone, you can pretty much do anything, try online sessions, if you're not an earner try saving your pocket money for therapy

I repress whatever I feel and whenever I actually have the chance to talk about what I feel, I feel judged to do so

Depression

i'll always be the ugly, fat one in the background.

Body Dysmorphia

Smile. Not to forget what was, but to honor what is.

Life

tomorrow is my first day college , I am funny af but in the begining , how do I make good friends ? ( boy and girl , both as friends).

College

People come and go. Some make an impact while others leave scars. Let's take the experience and make the most of it. 

Relationships

Chaai ke liye aajaiyoooo saarein☕

Compassion

today after so long i went for a walk, everyone were there with their friends, partners and i kinda felt alone. that im here with nobody, walking. it reminded me of my failures, how i have no great friends, not really doing anything about my dream, past regrets, everything came crashing at me. idk wwhat to do with this feeling . it sucks doesnt it ? when you just dont know what to do ? how to help yourself. how to distract yourself. i guess i wold have to live with these half feelings!

Friends

Lately i feel like im subcontiously mixing my desire for a romantic partner with my friend group. 
Some backround, im a 20yo straight guy throughout my life i can only remember having crushes on women. Also my current friend group is only guys. 
Out of my friend group 1 person has been really supportive to me when i wasnt in a very good spot. I talk to these people every day and we mainly talk over a mostly voice based platform like discord. And the problem is that sometimes i catch myself feeling possesive over that one person and expecting affection from him.  I have thought about my sexuality but i dont really ties in here, i think it mostly is the lack of physical interaction and affection that has come to a lot of people with the pandemic. I really feel like sometimes even if i try to think it through using logic my emotional brains picks up and makes me feel sad and extremely lonely.
Thanks for reading, if you have anything to say please, by all means

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