U could have waited for me .. as I loved u more than everything. If I was at ur place, I would have fought with the world to make u mine. This is not done dear. Love is not suppose to be like this. 😔

Sometimes it happens that we can do anything but our another one doesn't have courage to do it or don't want to fight or let it go .. 

Sorry but I didn't have the feel for you as you have for me. 

Breakup

Heyy new beginnings are on their way do not loose hope😊

Motivation

Finally gathered guts to come out of an abusive marriage...it's do difficult though especially when u r not independent :(

Adieu! 

Celebration

Any jee aspirant got your centre ????

Exam

I’m an introvert and very reserved person. In my 18th year, I’ve got close to a guy who is my friend’s boyfriend. Eventually I realised that we have feelings for each other and tried to avoid but it was the first time I’ve received that kind of affection in life and moreover the comfort & friendship made me selfish.! I wanted him, I wanted what we had, it felt right !!! He was an extremely expressive person and expected the same from me. Eventually I reciprocated it.. I started expressing, it turned out to be an emotional dependency with him. Nobody knew what we had. I don’t know what to name what we had, but he was everything I had in my mind all the time. I made my life more private to every body including my closest friends, so that nobody can enter my space. We did have issues about all random things but whatever it be whether the happiest or saddest times.. everything was just him.! At times I would feel guilty for doing this with somebody else’s boyfriend, but in a day or two I 
couldn’t resist getting back to him, I would feel like my world is collapsing without him. His caress & the warmth,it was something that I could just live/die for! 
2 years into this, one day there was a situation where I felt he kind of didn’t take my side! I was not at all in a situation to digest it.. I’ve silently stopped talking and started avoiding(by then I was already abroad for my education) 3 months without him, it was the longest of the times we didn’t speak to each other! I couldn’t sleep, I started smoking. I would cry & cry. And then one day he moved to the place where I was(he was there for the education too). For obvious reasons as we have same friends group, we had to stay in the same house where nobody knows that we aren’t talking! A week later he moved, I got a message from him being sorry. ‘Is this what we are ?’ I couldn’t resist, we sorted out things again! We were just good for 2 days I guess. And then I started feeling something strange, as if everything changed. He starts being rude for no reason! Gets irritated.. I even tried to ask him in a nice way, he says there’s nothing, but 100s of times I can’t be wrong right! I could feel the HATE ! All of it started getting weird, I wasn’t comfortable! Not at all. And one of those days when we had sex, it felt all strange!! Felt as if I was having sex with a stranger.
I was so devastated, I cried for a week straight, I was literally unable to think of anything else, I had panic attacks. He did not even ask why was I crying like a mad girl everyday.
All the things from past 2 years kept flashing in front.. What did I do! What kind of a mess is this!? I cursed myself for the things that I did with someone else’s boyfriend..I cursed that they came back to me in this way. I was unable to take the guilt & the detachment. I begged him to stay in my life, but he thinks he didn’t even change.! He won’t reply my messages.. he maintains this Idgaf kinda attitude which he was never ever to me. 

And finally I just feel USED!! In all means !!!! 


How are you  and 

Cheating

Today I learned that I got a failing grade in one of my subjects. I used to be one of the best students back in elementary up until high school, but now that I’m in college I’m one of the worst. I feel so useless and stupid. I want to pursue medicine but I’m afraid my abilities aren’t enough. Any words of encouragement and advice will help.

Education

“Never give up hope. Things can change overnight, problems can dissolve in the light of a new day’s sun.” 

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