U could have waited for me .. as I loved u more than everything. If I was at ur place, I would have fought with the world to make u mine. This is not done dear. Love is not suppose to be like this. 😔

Sometimes it happens that we can do anything but our another one doesn't have courage to do it or don't want to fight or let it go .. 

Sorry but I didn't have the feel for you as you have for me. 

Breakup

this site is getting boring ,,day by day ,,mere purane anonymous dost kidhr hn

3am Thoughts

It's been so hard that I can't see how to get through everything. I cannot complain to anyone as it seems like nothing is really matter but why am I feeling this way. 

I still have a good job but I feel like who am I and what I have done to have it. How can I complain when some of my friends even become unemployed these days.

I suddenly ended 3 years friendship with someone just because I like him too much and he gave no sign of mutual feeling. I became rude to him and said bad things and just a while ago I ended it. If I haven't done that, we can still be in touch. I have spent days and nights thinking about him and all of the good time we have spent. I sometime can't believe there is no mutual feeling. I keep telling myself that if he cares enough, he wouldn't let me disappear easily like this but he just accepted it and now I guess there is nothing I can do to fix it anymore. 

I miss the old time when I was young and filled with dreams and hope. When time goes by, all has gone and I end up here all alone. People say when you feel this way, find someone you can talk to but how can I do that? , how can it help when the one I need is the one who doesn't need me? Of course, I have good friends , I can just drop them msg that I am not ok but how it help? It's not that I want to die but I don't want to exist ... things now are too hard to handle ...... 

Stress

~~Compliments?~~

I'm being a pessimist. I think all compliments I receive from people are fake. 

Haters … fuck them all with your success 

Adulting

Soo, two months ago I broke up with my girl. She was upset about the whole thing. She blamed me for everything that transpired and called our relationship toxic. She told me to move on and also said that our thought processes were so different. I tried to explain to her how much I tried to become a better person for her but she wouldn't listen and told me that there was no need for me to change myself for someone. I haven't talked to her for months. The sad part was that we used to be really good friends. I loved talking to her and sharing things with her. Initially in our relationship, everything was going well. Then I somehow started to become insecure about her because of something that someone told me. I started to treat her badly but somewhere in my mind, I didn't want to do that. After some time I tried to approach her and asked her if we could still be friends. she agreed but we didn't talk much. Then one day I tried to explain to her how much she meant to me but during this conversation, I lost my cool. She didn't say anything. A few days later, she told one of my friends to tell me never to approach her again and also said that she has lost all feelings for me. It hurt me a lot. I never wanted all this to ever happen. I miss being with her. Somehow I feel that she still has some feelings for me. My friends told me to move on but I can't. I hate the fact that she still thinks that our relationship was toxic because of one instance. She never told me how she suffered. How was I supposed to know that she felt bad? I had asked her many times if she felt bad about anything, but she never said anything. I feel guilty about all this. And I haven't been able to forgive myself for it. I'm just a shadow of my former self. I need my mental peace back.

Living...... Means having bonds with others. Paying attention to someone. Loving someone. Hating someone. Having fun being with someone. Taking someone’s hand. That’s what it means to live. If you’re all alone, you cant tell that you exist. Your relationship with others, is what defines being alive. I know my mind exists, since I can interact with others. I know my body exists, because others touch me. That’s where the purpose of being alive comes from. Just like we’ve been chosen to live out this moment here and now.      -Sakura Yamauchi 
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Life

Sometimes reality is not what we think, we may think and feel we are right that time but it's not always that. 
So stop faking it damn.. if you can't be true or real don't show fake care or just stay out of it. Don't fake damn.. it hurts mor than healing when you can recognise that it is not real care, but just to make you feel good. That doesn't help at all. Makes it worse. These manipulative people argh.. humanity is vanishing coz of u manipulative people.
Adding, 
People are suffering coz of you till date. You making hell for your momentary pleasures or so called respect to maintain in so called double standard society.

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