TW: self harm?????






So when I get strong emotions I tend to scratch myself without realizing it or I do it bc of the urge to do so.
Anybody know how to get myself to stop?
Also, how to I treat the scratch? I have a mark on my arm and I don't want anybody to get worried.

Apply coconut oil.. and pls be gentle to your body.. self harm is not good.. it scares me🙏🙏

You need to consult a doctor for such things! Tc. 

Self Harm

Everyday I feel extremely lonely in college, and envious of everyone who has friends, I wish I was normal; Somedays, I can't cope with it; To live in a world where nobody really knows you or wants to. So, I use cutting as a coping mechanism, I don't know any other way to cope.

College

I am feeling so blank. I've been self harming for a long time now, and I'm afraid to say it to people, they dont know what's really inside me. What should I do?

I have self harming nature since childhood. I just can't resist. And now my self harming is at it's peak. I can't stand agony of others, but I feel nice after hurting myself. I need help. I feel nice after seeing my blood oozing out. I feel a weird relief after cutting my skin and seeing my blood. 

Me trying to distract myself from harming:
-tries something- Nope didn't work.
-tries something else- Nope I'm not feeling any better. I shouldn't even bother to distract myself, I know harming works. I should just harm straight away.

Addiction

I’m thinking of cutting myself again. I need help, it’s easy, it works and and doesn’t affect anyone else so why does it seem as bad, and why can’t I stop, I started the other day it feels like an addiction it helps me get my mind of things. It takes away the pain with replacing it with another. I was nearly there a few minutes ago. I had the knife up to my hand not the back of my wrist just the top arm area because it’s painful but not to the point where it hurts more than normal. But I’m scared it’s gonna get to that point. If my mum hadn’t walked in I would be reaching for the bandaids by now. I’m scared of infection because the other day I used an apple skin shaver thing. I didn’t wash it. I sort of cleaned my cuts out with soap but I couldn’t find the proper stuff. I have to wear long sleeved jumpers to hide the fact I have bandaids running up my arm. I’m scared my family will find out because they would feel like it’s all there fault. I’m the type of person who needs to please everyone to the point where I don’t want to get help because I’m scared my parents are going to feel like they failed. Though the only times I feel like self harming is when I fight with my mum so idk? I’m just sharing my experience in hope I or anyone else can have some comfort I’m new to this and from what I heard it’s very bad but I don’t k ow how. Please share you experience so I can have some understanding on why I should stop this because it feels good now and I’m scared of that. I’m scared I won’t make it to my 18th birthday because I’ll get to the point when it will be my wrists. I’m very quick sided like one minute I’m having the best time of my life the next I want to kill my self. I’m all good now but I’m not sure if I will be tomorrow or in another hour. I’m
13 this is new to me 

I Cut myself on my ankle and carved this (😑) on my ankle.

I have reached to the extremes of my pains today. I think i might not survive this night. I want to cut my wrist and feel my soul parting from my body. I can't deal with life no longer

Suicidal Ideation

So, I am 85% that I'm gonna get beat while tied to a tree cuz the person I sent the note to said that I said to g harm herself. (WHICH I DIDN'T!!) And I have to talk to my principal AND the counselor. I wanna cut so bad. Just my luck......  

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