Career

It turns out that he got back to his ex that he ever dumped 6 months ago when he decided to want me back. I just don't know what to feel anymore cause the love that he showed me was never true. It was just his game all along. Why do I ever had to go through this breakup with the same person  twice... 

Its just hurt a lot...

Breakup

Im feeling lost and confused and hurt. im feeling this way because I talked to a guy who I thought was genuine and who I thought was different for months we talked and I asked him so much times " Do you have a gf" all he told me was no.  I believed him and I gave so much of myself to him. All I wanted was honesty thats all I wanted from him but instead he lied to me. I recently found out hes had a gf the entire time. I'm heartbroken and obviously his gf is too because he cheated on her and I feel for her. I know I should just get over it but I cant im so hurt and I just feel like giving up because its easier then waking up every morning and realizing that I let another person hurt me. 

Depression

2 hours. He still hasn't replied 🙂💔

Relationships

i am feeling soo confused right now...i am in a relationship with this guy i really love him i dont want to loose him...but when i think from my family basis they all dont like him at all...his family is really sweet with me and in past whenever we used to talk about future i used to get excited but now i feel stressed...i think somehow we are from different background and i am so attached to this guy...he also love me alot he doesnt want to loose me but he himself said if you are not happy with me dont do this..i dont know i dont want to leave him but when i think practically there are so many things which are different in us...i am so confused about this relationship...i dont know what should i do...at times i feel like let it be as it is but then it is not only about me there is one more person who is getting hurt coz of me...

I am currently in a relationship since 1.5 yrs. 
He has started to ignore me even after explaining how do i feel he does so. He has been totally changed, we fight everyday. He is not  even  changing his behaviour and even if I say for breaking up he has issue in that too. 
I am literally confused and stuck in such a great mess. 
I can't even get out of it.... 
I am literally so confused and stuck in a mess. 


Just in my feelings… 

I finally broke the cycle of constant misery.. at first I told myself “ i mentally checked out a long time ago” which is why I finally had the courage to leave… this is not my first heart break.. but this is my first misery… I will never be able to understand what I really want but I know that this is whats best. Why am I dreading this decision all of a sudden? Why cant I just make it easier on myself.. I miss our memories .. its always the dang memories. I want to get over this soon .. what if I made the wrong decision? No… putting myself first is not the wrong decision. What if I never get him back ? .. then he wasnt mine to keep… Im so lost. Im so upset at myself. Im so .. disappointed. Disappointed in myself? Or you…. 

Anxiety

So,  i am having fluctuating moods and i dont know why. I was happy in the morning and then all of a sudden, i dont want to talk to anyone, just stay confined within myself. I then saw a girl-beautiful to eyes and i got in the cycle of self doubt like i am ugly n shit. Day carried on , during lunch i was laughing, chatting with people. Then i saw that a girl(previously was romantically interested in him) replied to his whatsapp status. Nothing more than that. They both reply to status'. But that some how triggered me and i am now mad at my boyfriend. He kept saying thay he did not initiate any text which is true but i am still mad about it. Help me sort my feelings guys 

I am with a guy for the last 3and half years , 
for last two years we have been in long distance relationship ( different countries). I haven't seen him for two years now. it's really hard, also he is very controlling and insecure , tries to control what I wear etc . I just can't keep it up , our parents know and we decided to get married but now I am having second thoughts. Everything's seems wrong not only him but his family also tries to judge and change my life decisions ( career etc) . I want to break up but he is my comfort zone too ,plus my parents are very annoyed with my decision. I am absolutely lost.My parents consider me indecisive and that I am not taking any decision.I am scared and lost , what to do

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