True friends are divine blessings in disguise. I dont know where i'd be without them.

Relationships

How to DM here? I can only see 4/5 groups here and I have no clue about how can I text anyone privately?? 

A very good friend if mine(girl) judged me fir talking to many boys. She knows they are all my friends and nothing more and I talk with them as a friend only. Maybe she thought something else but she told "Be kitne par". That girl herself cheated on her boyfriend and judged me. Is all these things normal between friends and am I overstepping? Or is it normal to get hurt? Should I reduce talking to her or let go such small things?

Friends

Na koi hai, na koi tha, na koi hoga 
Mere liye shayad.
Na dost
Na yaar
Na pyaar 
Na parivar
Bas hum, akele aur udaas..

Adulting

Imma imma bad guy .. 

ADHD

I love how, yaha sabkoi sabke baare m janta h mtlb it feels like a small family, well a big one actually. Like ek meredith wala paglate tha ek kaku girl thi and so many more, it feels like a family its so comforring, theres so much love and comfort here, people know who are new who are old, old wale new logon ko welcome krte h its so cute. Is app par sab sabko samajte h dil khol ke baat krte h jo dil me woh bol dete h, how beautiful? Years of relations cant build that. This is so beautiful:) almost feels like a school

3am Thoughts

I'm feeling good

Socha nhi tha kbhi life me is stage par bhi aa jaungi. Sab kuchh hone k bad bhi lagta hai jaise koi khushi nhi hai. Sach hai, life k experiences insan ko bahut badal dete hai. Dusro ki nazar se bahar sab kuchh Sundar hai lekin uske andar kitna khalipan hai. Kitni yaaden, dukh tadap hai. Aur bhi pta nhi kya kya. Ab to zindgi se jo kuchh over expectations thi wo bhi khatam ho gyi. Life ne practical bnna sikha dia. Isne bta diya ki pyar jaisi koi chiz nhi hoti aur hard work aur intelligence hamesha success nhi dilate. Kismat acchi hona bahut zaruri hai. Sahi samay par sahi step lena zaruri hai. Kbhi kbhi lgta hai kitna late kar diya ye samjhne me aur lgta hai shayd ab kbhi ye sudhar payega bhi ya nhi. Bhagwan ke aage roz sukoon mango lekin lgta hai ki ye bhi nhi milega. Kitni chhoti si duniya thi meri, khushiyan thi. Pta nhi life ko itna harsh kyu hona tha. Aage badhne se dar lgta hai. Pichhe ja nhi skte. Har samay strong bne rehna.. rat me rote huye dusre din fir ladne k liye hausla mangna. Shayd strong hu isliye ye journey bhi kathin hai. 

I really wish that instead of just yelling and screaming at me she would just talk to me like I'm a human being with feelings. Just because I'm your child does not mean you can just scream at me anytime you want. you tell me that I can talk to you about my feelings but when I do all of a sudden, I'm ungrateful? I try my best to communicate with you, but it always ends up in you screaming while I'm talking to you calmly trying to tell you how I feel. but because I'm the child my feelings are invalid, and I don't have a say in MY own feelings?
I'm sorry I'm not the perfect child you wanted. I'm sorry that I have feelings and opinions.
I'm sorry that I'm exploring myself. I'm sorry that I'm gay. I'm sorry that I have trouble keeping my attention on things. I'm sorry that I have negative thoughts. I'm sorry for not being good enough for you. I'm sorry that I don't do everything right all the time. I'm sorry for not being smart enough. I'm sorry for not being that perfect little girl you wanted that joins the debate team, gets straight A's, and on student council. I'M SORRY.

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