***TRIGGER WARNING??***😞 don't know whats worse, not being able to stop crying or not being able to cry at all. I have no one to talk to, I have tried to tell the people around me that I am sad and I can't continue to do this, I have thought about suicide multiple times, I have attempted 2 times. I have honestly become numb.

Ok. I am here to listen to you without any preconceived notions. Pls open up abt what is it that is putting you through this bad state. 
I am sure I will be able to help you. 

You have few friends here ,always ready to listen! Please tell us how are you doing and how can we help you

Mental Health

Tum mujhse bolo na, 
Beparwafa hokar apne raaz saare kholo na
Mai bhi ishq ka mara hu, 
Mai bhi to isq_e_baazi me sab kuch hara hu, 
Beshaq Mai ajnabi hu tumhare liye 
Par mere kaandhe sar rakh thoda ro lo na,
_lost 🙃

Exhausted

Unemployed, one of my dog’s pup passed away, and I don’t know what to think or how to process it. I’m supposed to do assignments, and I just don’t how to hold myself together. 

Unemployment

So here is my confession

I am 20, almost 21 and I've never been in a relationship or had my first kiss 🤣🤣

How about you ???

Mindfulness

Hello ,

      Why is it that the person who is loyal in a relationship always ends up getting hurt and the person who cheats is always happy.
Going through hell after ending a 3 year relationship. My girl is now happy with someone else and I am still unable to move on.

Breakup

I am a student who took up BiPC and left maths because all the teachers in my area didn't care about teaching and only discouraged students (a very common trait in maths tutors I don't know why). Now in my drop year I'm getting to know these amazing courses which I could have pursued (all are almost research fields) that required maths as well as biology. I wish I could have changed my decision. I was talking to my dad, he thought that I had dropped maths because I wasn't interested, I told him the real reason that my maths tutor never taught me well. He told 'We could have looked for another teacher then'. My parents have always supported me and I felt like crying in that moment. Schools never teach other career prospects other than engineering for PCM or medicine for PCBi students. Now I cannot go to that field. If I could I would turn back time to take mathematics. 16 year old me couldn't decide the career he wanted to pursue as a result the 19 year old me has to bear the consequences for rest of his life.

3am Thoughts

Today I'm excited as theatres have been opened and tomorrow I'm gonna go for a movie after a long time. It's good to be back in theatres watching your movie alone. At last some peace ✌️😎😇..

Movies

I'm so stressed and depressed
I have no one to share my pain
I'm literally dying inside
I need one to share all pain🥺😭

Recently I realised how bad people can be,like I used to believe if I will love people they will love me back but that's not the case,people are like they treat you according to their need and then they say sorry and repeat again,like what's the point of saying sorry,like they know,they are hurting people and still do it,and i used to believe people act good if you are good too,all the bullshit I have faced all these years,is making me hate people,i am detaching myself from all the people i used to once love a lot,it feels so bad,lonely and what not,y I have to face it like wth


Ps-i wanted to rant about everything so I did🫠

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