Treats me like a princess by words and treats like a crap in actions! What am I supposed to do! 

Marriage

what should I do??? I can't stop thinking of her. She's the one who flirts me first!!. She's the one who make myself confused of what I am. And now she leaves me?? in what reason??? because she thinks that we can't be??? dudeeee I'm making myself like an idiot rn...

Stress

Depressed, lonely, broken, disappointed, worthless

Anxiety

So I broke up w my bf 3 months ago. I had my reasons, I know it was right at that moment. For the first one month, I didn’t feel a thing. But then, there’s this uneasiness. Whenever I see him or hear his name I’m having a mini Panic attack, my appetite is completely dead, I don’t even want to get up from my bed. He seems like he moved on. I don’t know whether it’s the guilt or hurt that he didn’t even try to reach out to me once or maybe a feeling of unworthyness that he gave up on me so quickly. It’s not like I broke up for silly reasons, I tried and tried to tell him that it feels like a one man show (me putting all the efforts) he made my biggest fear ever in a relationship come true (guy putting all the effort in the beginning and then taking the girl granted ). Despite letting him know this several times, he didn’t change and instead said “I’m kinda pressuring him” that was my last straw. But why do I get to be the depressed kid after the breakup even after doing everything I could. I need solution to get over this feeling and feel like I’ve done something wrong.

Breakup

So they both have their partner yet whenever they hang out they used to sleep  hugging each other . 
The point is i really had the biggest crush on him but the other day when we had dinner together it started to rain heavily and so we spent the night together..... And no matter how much i like him i don't have the guts to even hold his hand but that very night he hugs her and sleeps.... I feel helpless , i wanted to scream my lungs out but all i do stay up wishing that was me ... And now all i can do is pretend i don't care yet i feel very jealous and i don't even want to be friends with them anymore.  
How can I stop feeling jealous ? 


Confusion

2 din ki chhutti count karne me hi khatm ho jaati hai🥲

Life

I'm at my lowest point of my life.  I know I'm the one broke up with you and it was the right thing to do. I wanted you to be happy even I wasn't a part of your life. And now that you've completely moved on and you're happy with someone else, I couldn't get over you. I know it doesn't make sense cuz I was the one who pushed you away. I can't even describe how I feel when I saw you with him, I wanted you to be happy but at what cost?. Does it make me a selfish person to hate the person you're with now? I still look back at the messages you sent, and I know it wasn't the right thing to do but it's messing with my head. I tried to stop feeling this way, I've tried to kill my feelings but nothing seemed to work. I don't want my heart to be broken, I know exactly how this is going and I don't mind driving off the cliff if you're the one guiding me. I don't even know how to try, to forget you cuz you're the one I've ever hoped for. Everything I've ever wanted. You came into my life and gave me a meaning, you wrapped my with all you're love in your arms. I know I'll never gonna find someone like you in this world. And I know there's 0% chance that you're coming back to me. You hate me for pushing you away but I just hope you're with me. 


I'm sorry this is my first post in this app. I don't know if there's any certain way to post or anything. Anyway this is going on my mind for a long time now. 



Depression

You are the strong, gorgeous soul that you have always been. Even if things are not ok right now, they will eventually be. 🌻

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