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Trapped
Somewhere
Between wanting
To forget
And wanting To hold on.

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Arey sir apne to dil ki baat bol di🥲🥲

3am Thoughts

My mom didn't give attention anymore!

Parenting

Feeling alone and lonely 🥺🥺


Breakup

Safar jaari rahega !

So till now i have lived 150,408 Hours

Life

Feeling sad
Feeling happy
At a same time 
Bcoz my gf broke up with me a year before

Cheating

I am a Boy with a different mindset ,actually being an introvert. I want to hangout with friends and enjoy with them. But that was not allowed in my home. I used to be alone and i am a single child to my parents .I was not criticizing them but they care for me a lot. But unfortunately, I grown up having sex with my cousins who were of nearly same age as mine . This made to move further by hiding the thing, I was doing infront of parents and peers. I used to meet people for searching fun and ending up with sex even being an introvert . But when I came to my collage, I mean teenage I found a guy also sexually connected with me , who was having similar thoughts and similar thinking ability. I started loving him after we met and we hangout we text each other. I have gained feelings on him like love in deep. But I don't want that feeling or love which ruins our bonding and  sometimes I feel like we should be together forever. I love him but it should be as a friend and I was not against LGBTQ but we are not such courageous to make our voice raise we been tied to our parents words. We raised in such a country where middle aged citizens are not aware of gay relationship. These days I was not sexually attracted to him but I can find something that drags me into his thoughts. I have even discussed this thing with him and we came into such a decision that we should be good friends rather than getting married or stepping into LGBTQ and we cannot do that because we raised in a way that we cannot raise  a voice and for the first time I am feeling so sad that I been an introvert where I cannot express anything😔. We both have to continue our studies and  achieve our goals to take care of our families and our parents cannot take this thing we been sexually attracted and they won't accept us to marry too. And I respect LGBTQ a lot where we cannot step into it. But we wanna be like boy's leaving this thing. I wish I could know an answer about how can we cope up with this feeling and get back to normal being good friends because I cannot leave him or ignore him forever. Hope I can get a solution or any idea to get rid of this that may depend on our mindset but I need a clarity about this.

LGBTQ

My mom is depressed, how can i deal with her?

Exhausted

The only person u know u can never get mad at for long or is the only one  who u want to talk to even during ur periods, like its a lowkey crush idk but he’s wayyyy younger than me and i kinda have fallen into a infatuation trap and i keep myself busy and we dont even talk regularly like we used to but i kindof miss him. I wish we could be better friends i just want to ughhhhh why does this have to be so complicated 😭 
 sorry for the rant y’all must have bigger problems than this also i might sound like a teenager but I’m not seriously. I want to fall out of the trap but i guess  I’ll have to replace him. Thats the only way i can ever get over him. 

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