Tomorrow is my birthday. But still empty, I feel little pain. I wish this will start at new memories, new happiness. 

Happy Birthday sweet❤️ you should celebrate your day the way you want to even if it staying in one room and binging! Rock it baby!

W8sh you a very very happy birthday  🥳

Wish you a happy birthday in advance , mate! I wish you all the happiness.

Confusion

Wish me happy birthday if you can😊

3am Thoughts

Thank you everyone who wished me birthday. Somehow I felt good. Bas ek cheez ka dukh reh gaya, aaplog bura na maano toh. Jiska msg ka wait tha unka nahi aya but I'm glad ki world still have you guys. Thank you again❤️

Is it wrong wanting to celebrate my birthday with only my parents. And not meeting my friends. It will be my 25th birthday afterall.

Celebration

Today is my birthday 🥳🎉
I spent my day 😍🤩 amazingly.
But I'm feeling like something missing,idk what's that  🤷.


Happy

Today is my ex birthday nd i wanted to wish him but i can't, he ruin everything between us,  even tho he put bare minimum in our relationship still its special for me, he was my very first love nd ik he dont deserve my love after all what he did to me, ik my worth but my heart ache whenever i see him. 

Memories

Tomorrow is his birthday. My ex. We celebrated his last bday together with so many memories. I always wished him first on his bday. I have planned so many things after his last year's bday for this year but didn't knew that we broke up before that. I know that my wish doesn't matter to him at all....but his bday will always be special for me. He didn't wished me on my bday this year although that time we were in relationship. He just moved on from me by that time...idk abt him but i just can't forget his bday and memories we had together. 

I don't want to wish him now bcoz my wish doesn't matter to him but somehow i can feel that he'll expect my wish bcoz he knows that i love him forever. I don't wanna wish him bcoz he doesn't deserve my wish but i know I'll wish him by heart. But i don't want to call or msg him on his bday for wishing him his bday.

I don't know how can i control myself yr.....he never cared but i still do. Just want to keep him in my heart forever but he don't deserve to know abt it anymore.

Give me suggestions to avoid calling and texting him for tomorrow....his birthday❤️

Love

Being choked by own dad on freaking 18 birthday soo yep happy adulthood to me 🥂

Other

Next month is my 21st birthday but my anxiety keeps on increasing as it gets closer. Idk why...its happens every year, whats wrong with me?
Also , my birthday is the worst day for me every year!

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