Told my husband need to speak with him. He says and eventually forgets as per his convenience. What to do now? Remind him?

Not sure if he forgot genuinely or is pretending

Spoke to the husband… issues from both families discussed. Some points still pending due to interference. Will discuss when free.

Confusion

Few months back I got married and I kinda feel so lonely. Maybe that's because I've been home sick, missing my family, friends and everything. And my husband is a phone addict and whenever  I feel he's busy with his phone, I try and engage myself watching movies or sitcoms. But sometimes I get soo annoyed and when I ask him , he says I'm always busy with my phone and puts the blame on me. So now what I've decided is let him whatever he wants and not nag him or irritate him with my needy behaviour 😐

Lonely

Hopelessly hopeless :( I am at my moms place had I fight with husband I left the house in anger he didn’t even stop me he is enjoying there and I am feeling hopeless here. He is continuously active on social media till late nights we are not talking so can’t ask home anything. This is not the first time he creates such situations every 2 to 3 months where I come to moms place after arguments and purposely doesn’t call me for days so that he can chill with his friends drink and party. Is this what is a wife’s worth in husbands life ?

Today I feel very heartbroken maybe it's because how my husband behaved yesterday he was very rude I didn't like the way he spoke with me I really don't like this side of him he was completely a different person while we were walking last night together I grabbed his hand but he pulled away it really hurt me and he was scolding me in front of other members of the family this happened during wedding of my relative I couldn't be me in front of him it's like I have to be in a certain way to please him like he wants be to wear burkha wherever I go which I couldn't because it's uncomfortable I get pimples due to heat he doesn't understand this at all he is very controlling I don't know what to do..

Anxiety

I am feeling very low I am not getting whether I am really wrong or right....I should say sorry to my husband for doubting him....wife's instincts can never be wrong...mine proved to be correct earlier...now either don't want to accept that's why blaming me saying that this is my mindset ...I am very confused.

Love

What is something that live had taught you? 

3am Thoughts

Hi! Need some advice or just a chat that can calm me down maybe .
I'm not even sure if this is a problem but I'm going through crazy anxiety and sleepless nights.. because of my fiance's mother. 
I love my fiance and he is just an amazing man.. it's just him and his mother at home and I have grown very close to his family . My wedding is 7 months away but since the past few months IV realised that my MIL to be is so over bearingly dramatic. Some would say it is harmless drama and she has nothing against me and she really likes me a lot but it's just her personality. She needs constant attention from everybody specially her son and now me. And her son , my fiance has been fed up off it very sadly cause his whole life he has gone through this constant drama and attention seeking hyperness from his mother. He had confided in me about this before he got married and not like he is a bad person he loves his mom and he is a great son to her but it's just there . The constant irritating nature and drama and overbearing attention seeking nature obviously gets to him . I love him a lot cause he is a gem of a person and I promised him that I will be there with him thru thick and thin and if this is something he deals with at home I will have to deal with it ,with him. That is the right thing to do. 
But now suddenly since the past few days and specially with covid and lockdowns  her drama and crazyness has gotten really overbearing and I hate to say it but I am going through a lot of anxiety on how will I live with this and what have I signed up for. Even though whenever Im in their house and I spend time with them I'm not that tensed and I feel like for now she's ok . Because end of the day I'm going back to my house . So one or two hours of her hyper drama is ok. But dunno how it ll be once I start living with them. 
This is no reason to leave the relationship . I love my fiance so much that I can not think of life without him and I am so excited to live with him and start our life together . But she is always gonna be a part of it and as much as I hate to say it I am soooo sooo scared of how am I gonna be in peace with living with such drama around all the time.There is no way we can move out cause it's jus so criminal to leave her living alone . My fiance will not have the heart to do that and neither will I.. but there is this strong fear of living with her that I am  not able to get rid of. 
If anybody has gone through the same thing please do suggest on how to deal with it, and if it's an unnecessary fear please do tell me how to calm down. It's just spoiling my health and sleep and it's not a nice feeling to have.
I know I need to figure it out when it comes to it .. but nothing seems to help get this fear of living with her out.. and if any of you ll know how to deal with it would really appreciate some help!!.

Thank you! 

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