Today was weird. It was a day full of emotions
Woke up at 6:08 which is like 8 minutes late but somehow it makes me upset 😂 did some physics and honestly I suck at it , did I get frustrated? Ohhh yesss ! But I still tried to stick to my schedule and played a 30 min cardio video which idk why but felt too long . I tried to meditate but I just couldn’t focus . The inner me was screaming at me “ rehende yr mat kr try aaj ka din nhi hai tera “ but no I kept trying , thought I should dress up nice and cute today . So I chose a piece of cloth that means so much to me because someone who meant alot to me at a point of life loved it . I remember everytime I wore it ,I was basically forced to send pictures 😂 since I fast , I am supposed to take my meals between 10:30-8:30 (14:10) but today jldi Bhookh lg gyi thi toh maine 10 bhaje kha liya tha 🥹 now I was 100% certain that today is just not my day so I spent hours lying on my bed , listening to music but then eventually the clock hit 4 and I was supposed to go to my institute. I joined it 6 months ago and I thought I haven’t been able to make friends, like for sure not aise friends jo mujhe miss kre if I’m absent one day or friends who care about me but today I felt different, I was a little quiet today and 3 guys came to check up on me . I repeadlty said kuch nhi hua mujhe tumhe kyu lg rha hai and he responded with “ tu aise chup chup nhi rehti tu itna toh bolti hai aaj kya hogya” or or ek se mai aise hi naraz thi because he said something rude to me ( still a child , yes) and he came to me and tried to convince me . I felt special ( after a long time ) also also me in that sweater ( yes that special piece of cloth ) was complimented alot today which just reminded me of that “someone “
Today , even tho started in a bad way ended up actually being a really good day !
yrr tu kita boti h kash meri life m hoti tu
