Today was kind of better than others. Im liking my self being alone all daytime.. I don't know if it's a good habit to take in.. But now it feels good. 

Adulting

Good morning everyone 🥱🥱🥱

3am Thoughts

I have no one to talk to. I am just lonely. Everyone who has been a part of my life has just used me. I hate all of them. I feel worthless. No one cares for me nor anyone loves me.

Failure

Everytime when my suicidal thought come, i always think about my best friend because she do not have anybody. I just think that i still alive because of her.

Self Harm

Slept well, still feeling low. Why do we have so much expectations even though they are small. 

Mental Wellbeing


Hey i am going through d worst phase of my life.. The pain is unbearable.. i cry daily for don't know how my hours.. but spirituality is helping me alot.. m at dis stage where i m losing d most important person in my life. But today m feeling better because i have faith in God. I wasn't a spiritual person 2 mnths ago but my vision changed.. there's a hope if there are people who are crushing u daily then there is God who will give u better than u lost.. No matter how hard the situation is trust me mine is d worst still there's hope. Think positive nd help others. 


Spirituality

It's becoming tough to survive, I think I am losing hope

Just pissed off. And it's not even 8 in the morning!

Anger Issues

 Firstly, readers please try to not judge me (i know it's humane nature but the thing i am talking here is a really sensitive issue for me) and i have shown little effort to bring this issue out here not by anonymous profile but by my own and real ID so that people who already knows me might get to know about it and for those who don't know me or their issues are not like mine (which is ofcourse a possible thing so if they are not interested they can chose to ignore it )  And for people who can relate to my issues or have been through or are going through or maybe go through sometime in future  they  really needs to know what we can exactly try to do incase we feel this way... 

Why do i get panic attacks and shivering and i start shouting as if i am in the movie itself whenever i watch action or thriller or horror movies,web series, science  fiction ? 


Background check : Suffering from Severe depression stage for more than 15 years, high functioning anxiety disorder, high OCD level, and my family members including my parents (both mom and dad) and my younger sister can watch these things easily but since childhood i have been going through all of these issues and it has been risen to a different level now.  


Is jt really okay to go through all of this feeling when everyone around you can watch it easily but you can't!!! 

I sometimes really feel ashmaed and embarrassed about all this !! 


My therapist told me not to watch these as i have safety issues....  and i am also on psychiatric medicines for more than a year 

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