
Today there is a strange restlessness in my mind As if something is lost. This restlessness is troubling me...

Aditya Sahu

Kashish

Just you need some rest and relaxation every weekend. Have a good sleep or massage to get relax. 

3am Thoughts

There's a horrible feeling in my chest whenever something goes wrong. I always used to keep it in, not telling anyone because I hate showing anyone I'm vulnerable. My mom is supportive but I hate that she has to be strong even if it might devastate her. I feel almost always on edge, stressed, anxious, angry at myself for not being good enough. I always question if I deserve anything or anyone's support. I always compare myself to others, hating on myself. I cry it out and it gets better for a while, but that feeling never goes away. I think I need help, but don't know whats wrong with me. 

Stress

The people who looked happy from outside ended their lives. Were they feeling what I am feeling right now? Did they feel empty and lonely? Did they feel like they had no where to go? No place, no person, no time. Did they feel that their entire life they had to hide themselves? They had to put on a mask for they knew no one would like the real them? 
So far I showed the world the real me. I never got accepted. I have depression and anxiety. I am not suicidal right now. So if I hide myself, will I feel suicidal then? I tried living like the way i am and it has been very painful. Will living with a mask on keep me away from this pain? May be by doing so, I will get the guts to end my life for I will know for sure that's the way to end the pain.

Depression

Distance is my new response. I don't return energy. I remove myself.

Mental Health

How are y'all doing? Well for me things are happening so fast.... I gotta come out of my comfort zone... People tend to believe i have my all things sorted out,people also say m the popular one in my class,m always happy and cheerful but in real they don't know i at one time was bullied, my dad used to hit me for anything it is better than before i cpuld say but still things aint good in my house.,i have insecurities, i stammer while talking in English ,financial difficulties ,it ll look like i am confident but in real ik i need someone to hug me and tell me its okay u got this.i just felt like sharing it with yall... No one having a perfect life but its upto us how we deal with it...  Make god ur friend and seee how it keeps getting better... Move out of your comfort zone and do it for you as no ones gonna do it for u....keep growing and glowing love yall besties

Affirmations

Don't know what to do...
I wanna end.....my....

Depression 

I want to go out... I want to hang out... locking myself into the house... suffocating for me

I don't know why bt i just can't get over some stupid things that has nothing to do with my life... in my entire life i have never been that much emotionally vulnerable... not even in my relationship... I got irritated... easily become harsh... don't like doing anything... just playing lazy... doing social media...

I just loose myself... I can't find myself... this is not me... I can't recognize myself... plz someone hold me back... this is not me... feel like nobody give a fuck about it... nobody actually care what i have been through.. going through.. even if I try to explain someone they don't listen... even if they listen they don't accommodate...

I don't know any more what to do... badly wanna know  what i want... can anyday possible someone going to find me....

I feel unfamiliar with my own family...sometimes feel like they don't give a fuck either... 

I hate myself... this much toxicity i have been going through in me myself have never imagined 

I find it really hard fitting in!! 

Teenagers

Everything seems so dull and dark, it's like the world around me is slowly collapsing. Nothing seems enjoyable and i am losing interest in things that made me felt happy. Friends, games, family, outgoings it's all slowly drifting away from me. My heart is filled with pain, chest pumps with anxiety, eyes filled with emptiness,   brain with delusioned thoughts and countless emotions. I don't understand why do I have these all things so suddenly. Man a week i was so happy, but now i feel like I am losing myself in the spiral of overthinking. At just this present moment I feel strong surge of anxiety, all of a sudden i it felt like someone took away my oxygen for a min. I can't work, all the time i just lay on bed, just thinking when I would be same just like before. I wish all the times just to go back home, to my dog choco, to my cousins, just enjoy with them and do all the masti. Live, love, laugh.

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