Today the guy i liked was talking about marrying someone in future (not me ofcourse) but this time it didn’t hurt me like it used to it was more like some friend is complaining that i wanna marry and not the guy i liked once
Maybe i am almost over him because at times it hurts and at times iam completely fine
I hope it all ends coz I don’t even like the idea of realtionship or dating so i am pretty good on my own😭🤦♀️
Yahh i last cried for him on Jan 2 I haven’t since then but who knows what i am holding inside
I actually don’t realise what I am actually holding on because i keep trying to runaway from that conversation with myself like it all just happens out of the blue(mostly because of his actions)it comes out to me one day that I have been holding all that inside
Yahh iam trying thankyou for being here