Today my friend was showing korean actor which she finds hot and to that my other guy friend said that I look more manly than him😭 I didn’t respond anything to him because I got so hurt  (should I let him know tomorrow that it was hurtful ?) I’m so much insecure about my body and face the way I look. My other friend once said that I’m so flat how will any boy will find me attractive.

There are people out there who loves flat 
Don’t mind me
But there will be someone for you 


Yaar meri tarf se us ladke ko thappad laga dena nhi toh mujhe batana aake marunga 

Body image

Low, cause i really like a guy, so does he things were going good but he has his own fear with long distance relationship so he broke up w me saying we can start fresh when he comes after 2 months but i really miss talking to him cause the assurance he gave about starting fresh wasn't strong enough and he told me I can date any other guys if they treated me right but i don't want to.

Anxiety

What have you learned very early in life?

Life

This is soo unfair !! 😒 
Bohot jagha single ko dandiya k liye entry tk ni h 

i lost my brother last year 28th june . my brother did suicide he was taking depression pills and consulting doctors but that single day was amazing we cooked chicken and we all ate enjoyed but i dont know what happened in the night why did he do that . In the morning when we came downstairs we saw him hanging to the fan that moment i lost my world i lost my everything we rushed to the doctor nobody was telling us what happened everyone was saying he is ok after few hours we saw ambulance coming i thought he came but no they covered his body in black polybag when i saw him i saw something like he is sleeping peacefully for that moment i was blank .everyone was shouting screaming but i was like dont shout he hates that .i was like he is sleeping nothing happened to him its been 8th months now but still i be like yesterday i saw him cooking and playing but then i realise that he is gone he will never come back never .

my father never supported him never always demotivated him.my father is a not a good father he says so many things to us he is alcoholic. my mother hates me my father abuses me but i genuinely love my mom i can't be without her i just can't . i stay in hostel my mother says i came back thats why my brother killed himself i brained wash her my brother was suffering ill i never know he used to drink and he bet mom too after drinking so i thought he is becaming as our father i used to say mom to stay away with him but today she is saying i killed my brother .i loved him so much why would i do that ? my mom abuses me beats me coz one day when they were out of town i called my frnd nd said her to bring vodka and they got to known that i drank vodka my mother didnt know so i trusted my father i said him the truth that father yess i did this he promised me that he will never tell mom about this but one day he came drunk and started abusing me he said so many bad things to my he said you will die with pain and sorrows and so many things . I cant take this anymore staying up in this kind of famliy is killing me .🍂

Family

Love her extra on her bad days.
She might get irritated fast sometimes. 
Her mind might be racing with so thoughts that she's quiet sometimes... understand. 
Instead of getting mad at her, 
talk with her, 
let her know she can come to you..... 💙


One Sided Love

Let's chat, I'm bored

3am Thoughts

Yaar kisi ko pucha k tumhe kya hua hai tho wo batata nhi h.... Aur fir tum samjhte nhi ye bolkar chala jata hai..... Bro i mean mere paas super powers nhi h bro.... You have to open up to solve a matter... 

My life is so confusing...amd people make it more confusing...like there's this guy who treats me well...talks with me...shares his part of the story...got a busy life but still make time for me everyday...
But he still thinks about his ex...we are not in a relationship...he acts like he likes me but in reality he shows that he can never like some one...I like him but I can't say anything to him...this isn't good 
I feel bad...may be I'm just a friend for him...I have to control my feeling but kya karun hota nahi bas

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