Today My dad bought me my favorite cake from my favorite bakery . He was getting late despite of it he bought me cake. I feel so overwhelmed !! I feel very lucky to have him but I think how unlucky he is to have a child who canтАЩt do anything for him тАж I feel guilty and unworthy for receiving this love but at the same time I feel so lonely , so weird like I donтАЩt want to be so emotionally connected to anyone as I am affraid to loose them тАж