Today is one of those nights when I am feeling really anxious. I recently heard of someone that passed away all of a sudden after having some chest pain and it is making my health anxiety/death anxiety peak. They were absolutely healthy. I am having negative thoughts such as what if something like that happens to me. I am trying to convince myself that they were much older compared to me and I should be fine. I sometimes experience chest pain but that is due to my anxiety. It goes away after some time. Everyday I am scared of a different life threatening disease. 

Vo Baal rog vishesagya hai..chaati se koi lena dena nai uska🤌

I am a young 22 year old. Not worried about responsibilities just about death itself. I know it sounds weird.

You must go to the doctor for that chest pain..
That's a serious issue 

Are you worried about death or your responsibilities to your loved ones after death? figure it out, then plan accordingly after having a conversation with them.( Just a suggestion, seeing your anxiety)

Anxiety

Pakistan guys?

Acquaintance

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Happy

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Relationships

I haven't rant to anyone for 2 and a half years.  

My last best friend broke my trust and told everyone what I was going through back then, and these days, I do not open up to anyone anymore. I do not like other people in my business.  I know it is tough, but I also know that I will make it by myself.I do not need anyone or anybody that is going to reveal my sufferings to anyone. I only trust my family now. 

Friends

I thank myself for coming one step closer to my goal.

Is it too difficult to be productive while you have no one to share what you feel, what's going in our mind??

Life

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3am Thoughts

Hi I need some opinions. I have this unmarried uncle who is a younger brother to my dad. He wasn’t technically close to me in a way that he help me during my darkest times or ask about my whereabouts when I was a kid. Technically I am naturally not close to him nor my dad siblings since birth. But when I was 17, he started to look for me and I was like ok maybe he’s just being concern. But as times past by, he keep calling me non stop and he will keep calling me until I pick up the phone. Mind you I was in the college back then so I had tons of classes to attend. I told him about it that I can’t pick all his calls because I have school but he doesn’t seems to understand and still do the same shit. When I pick up, he keep saying the same thing that he’s sick and he only waiting for me to send him to the clinic because he doesn’t know what to do when he’s there. Yes, my aunts pamper him so much where they help him a lot in terms of household stuff to the point he can’t be independent by himself and not wanting to learn to settle his own things. Not only that, whenever I pick up the phone he will have the habit to call me again next few hrs asking if I’m home already and asked where did I went and who I hang out with. I’m like? My parents are still alive and pretty much take care of me well and they don’t do this to me. This has been going on until I reach at the age of 23/24 because I feel like he’s invading my personal space so I blocked his call. It really got worse to the point whenever I went out with my friends they notice the same contact name who called me non stop when I didn’t pick up his phone calls. And when I go anywhere and didn’t inform him he will ask why I didn’t tell him about it. Even when I started to work at the age of 19, he still does that when I told him that I’m busy with work. I’m feeling guilty because 1. He’s my uncle and idk if he meant no harm by doing that 2. His actions make me feel super uncomfortable.
Also one time he doesn’t know how to handle his own house renovation, my aunt forced my mum to accompany him alone in the house which my mum said back that she’s tired as she has her own things to do so I was her replacement. He asked me to go to his room and ask me if my leg is pain and he start sitting on the bed with me and put my legs on top of his and start massaging my thighs. I was 17 only and when I went home I feel “dirty” and confuse like what just had happened? Did he just rubbed my thighs or massaging me? I was wearing white t-shirt and jeans. I didn’t told my parents about it because I feel ashamed until I reach at the age of 23/24. I’m 26 this year 
Whenever there’s a family gathering with my dad side, I didn’t go because I am seriously so bothered when he start questioning me why he can’t called me and the flashback of him “massaging” my thighs keep appearing 

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